Its been a looong time..

since i blogged.

a few times i came here, wanting to write something, but never managed to pen anything in the end. i just stare at the empty space. i wonder.. whats the function of my blog? haha yes to let myself ventilate, to help friends catch up w my life.

den again.. the 2nd objective is lost, cuz now got fb. hahaha n i tend to use photos uploaded in fb to express whats been going on in my life.

4 years have passed. i'm about to grad. its time for another phase of uncertainty and readjustment. so many things have changed, so many things is going to change. are we able to accommodate and adjust to the changes together? some of us did, some of us not so well i guess.

Yes i'm pretty focused in my life goal, to be a competent social worker. i think in this 4 years, this hasn't change. there are many times, and there will be many more times, where i will doubt my capability.. i may struggle, n i may once again get lost in trying to adapt. pls forgive me if i became absent in many of ur lives.

i know i forsee it coming n i shld do something abt it, but i think i also recog that i want to put my best effort in doing what i want to do.

there are things i'm contemplating abt, there are temptations. i hope whatever path i choose, i will not regret, even if i struggle. i think i'm glad that i have a mentor, to know that someone will be there when i need help. cuz i think, the 4 yrs.. did not equip me enough for the field out there. maybe i will never be equipped enough cuz things are always changing. i know much less den the person themselves.

i need to remind myself to be more tactful, to be careful. to not be so forthright w pple, to be conscious. i've been blessed to work at places w much team spirit n minimal office politics.. i hope i continue to be this lucky. i hope my values are in line w the org. i hope i will be guided well. i hope i will maintain objectivity. i hope, i will do good more than harm for my clients.

when things go wrong, dun blame others cuz the fault my lie in me. dun compare cuz everyone n every experience is different.

just how much of these i can do? i don't know.

just try my best ba.

n thank you the understanding n supportive youuuus. =) wish me luck.

Good luck.