I lost my ezlink, AGAIN.

in my own home. i misplaced it. haiz. I'll go make a new one on thurs lar. irritating shit. yes this time, being the 2nd time in less than a week, i got over it.

i realised that when i am stress, i have a few little activities.
(1) paint my nails.
taking my focus away on whats bothering me, i have to focus on my ten little fingernails to prevent the nail polish from spilling onto the flesh. i forgot what on earth are the sides of ur flesh near ur nails called. if i'm still not calmed, I still have 10 toe nails to colour. haha

(2) dance
which i barely do nowadays. dancing helps me to take things off my minds and focus on steps, on groove. by dance, i mean those by lessons where pressure is added to complete the dance as expected from your instructor. sadistic as it sounds, i add stress to myself in other aspects to take away from the original one. or even without instructors, it helps you to take away the stress by focusing on the music.

(3) bury it.
when i do it well enough, its not a stress anymore. cause sometimes its so well covered i don't even see it, or choose not to see it.

I think there are more. haha oh well. I took out dancing when i decided to concentrate in school. i think its time to introduce it back. for sometimes, the other activities are not enough. or maybe, i just miss doing it loads. i can't tell. maybe cause its been part and parcel of my life since 4, now that its missing, the place it belongs can't seem to be replaced as i thought it would.

The SSWS term will end in 2 weeks. I'll miss the fun we shared, but i'll be super relieved of the role we held. I want to spend time with my close friends. how i miss them, and how it has hurt. I can't change what i have done, but i'll try to improve from the present stand, to incorporate all the valued relationships and strike my balance. I will try.

n yes my lover, the little excitements and abandonment of self control somehow unburied certain things, did they not? haha oh manz. its fun! i detest and i crave. rofl. the extra bonding is much treasured!

I think my tagboard abandoned me. n i'm too lazy to resubscribe. haha let this be one way communication then.

let me not die in yr 3 workload.

I found my ez link card!

haha yes in the lost and found at the library! so happy! Good pple exists after all! =) at least in nus!

everytime i lose something, n feel traumatised and dejected n lost hope in finding them back. it returns! =) I'm quite lucky and blessed! Thanks for the kind soul who bothered to pick up my lost ezlink and put them at the lost and found!

yes like a little kid.. i found my lost treasure. =)

I just can't get over my loss.

I lost my EZlink card.. with my FACE on it. shit. all in the matter of less than 10mins. i don't think i take that long to walk out of library printing shop, walk into library rbr, take a book and check it out, and walk back to the printing shop which is really.. directly NEXT to the rbr. grr

I want my ez link.

I just topped up 10bucks into it, bought my bus concession which is due only on 9th sept. and i just bought it a cover YESTERDAY. shit. n now i need to go to the designated transit link office, take a freaking photo, and apply for another ezlink card. which will take another few days or even weeks to be processed and sent to me. ARGH.

I know i'm like a kid. but i just can't get over it.

at least on my way back.. i met SunQuan, who heard my grouses and in a weird way made me feel less sad abt my loss.. yes telling me to take it as LZ1101E (1101 is the introductory modules to courses in sch, as for LZ - Losing EZlink) and look upon it as a traumatic project. which is funny in a warped manner. rofl. n yes.. our first step was to get another ez link card and ask for info on how to get it replaced.

n than i met another SK (i went for tuition w boy) buddy - ham! haha n gosh.. we really wanted to walk to our tutees place when the lightening and thunder greeted us, as if mourning for my ezlink. he took the lrt, i took a walk to mourn. haha just kidding lar. i just didnt wanna spend extra bus money. i feel like i've wasted a lot already.

thankfully, my boy was in good mood and cheers me!

with more comfort from the special call.. everything just is better. the evening is not THAT bad. =) thanks to those who chance upon me in my sad mood and listened to my grouses, and for you who called to cheer. and cheers to my boy who made the evening better.

plus cors.. which alllocated to me my desired tutorial slots! i thought my luck was gonna screw that up too. hahaha

the blessings.

I can't believe i forgot i own a blog.

hahha. yes yes.. i was so hyped up by stuff.. i totally forgot it. gosh.

Excitement roams into my life.
Placement came to an end, freeing up space for friends!!!!
"Lets Meet UP!" I scream. cuz seriously.. i miss all of you! A lot A lot!

maybe a little too much excitement at times. er hemz. n became a little too unforgettable.

den it reminds me of the good ol times we shared. esp going through the photos. I never knew i am sucha cam whore. haha n i realise.. that jo-ah-na has actually been my cam whore partner since school days! rofl.

368 photos in a night of about 3 hours?!!!!! seems like we were more than just celebrities. haha

The crew is now complete with wing back!

The tsunami of 21st bday parties is NEAR!

Going back to school... i think i shld make it more prominent that i'm a STUDENT. hence.. i shld actually study throughout the sem and pull my near-death cap. sheesh.

its 8am lecture tmr!!