Tuesday, September 30, 2003

emotionz-> i feel good...
photoz now available at the link.. do check it out..
haha feel like a big slacker... den did the photoz thing todae.. didnt do much work.. suddenli like lose interest in studiez.. but will hang on.. hahhahaz... aniwae pple juz check out the photoz k.. will constantli upload it...

aniwae.. todae was quite fun.. went to bk with bballerz.. which explainz the pic at bk.. haha cuz went there to study of which yt n i onli went there to eat.. den ermz.. juz quite fun larz.. hahhahhaz... had loadsa luff todae...

Ohz yeahz!! muz remember this...during break jie min bought me food larz.. den arz.. yt was explorin jie min new phone den wanna try the gamez stuff.. den she click on it n the fone made a v loud sound... she practically jump out of her seat k! n kenna choke on the food! hahhahhaz den jie min n i cldnt stop luffin.. DAMN FARNI sight... hahaha but haven had such great luffs in the paz few mthz already! haha den she summore add in "c what kinda fren i haf..." den no1 in the class go repli her.. which makez the situation even more hilarious.. hahhahhahhaz... yt.. sorry we luff at ur expense.. but thanx fer lettin me feel relax aft all these daez.. thanx.. hahha no i'm a horrible fren.. but it was JUZ HILARIOUS! hahahhahaz

aniwae betta cut my nonsense out.. hahahaz. get back to work.. tml still promised my mom to go back fer dance class cuz miss alot already.. sure kenna scolding 1.. haiz.. but i also kinda miss it.. hahhahaz.. aniwae.. i got back my phone frm sister liaoz! YAYZ! hahha okok take care every1...

Saturday, September 27, 2003

emotionz-> feel ok larz...
Haiz i seriousli dun like Gay chan wae of teachin.. sux lehz.. treat us worst den kids.. den the more i do his work the more angry n hungry i get.. kinda like what yt sae.. abit insulted kinda thing.. haiz.. though itz fer our own gd.. but sumtimez i juz get darn irritated..

n guess what? todae i juz realise in googles can easily find ur blog! juz key in ur darn name.. ARGHH! didnt realise how "exposed" it was.. felt rather "naked" aft realising it.. but lucki i didnt complain much in the blog.. at least i hope i didnt.. thus the change of nick n all larz... ;)

haiz.. actualli i'm quite stubborn ehz.. or rather.. extremeli stubborn.. i believe in my own waez.. once i decide on sumthin.. i like will juz stick to it.. haiz.. find excuses fer it.. PLAIN stubborn.. n yt juz make me realise.. that i'm actualli quite "ye3 man2" in my thoughtz too.. think i'm juz overall spoilt.. thatz y.. think i shld live outta my own world.. but so difficult.. i prefer to escape.. n i'm admitting it.. i PREFER TO ESCAPE! i take things 1 step at a time.. n dun like to think too far.. memorising thingz gif me headachez.. understanding stuff will be betta fer me.. guess i'm juz demandin... my I haf my "xiao2 jie3 pi2 qi4"...

aniwae i'm still pulling through.. know every1 is meeting thier own share of obstaclez.. n may haf shed tearz physically as well as emotionalli.. so did i.. but if i managed to pull through n look at the optimistic side.. ur can too! KämPäTëi!

Friday, September 26, 2003

emotionz-> tired but still surviving! kekez
haha okok do away with all the horrible stuff i wrote yest... hahaz itz another brand new dae.. n cannot dwell in the darn paz... haiz..

haha todae actualli quite fun.. Zhi Kai bought us all noodlez n we all ate in class earli in the morn! den mr kwee came in den kenna shocked! cuz whole class eating but he v nice.. let us eat.. hahahhaz den Mr rajoo came in n half luff half "angry" hahhahahz.. cuz whole class eating.. but he also neva scold us.. guess he already used to us being lidat liaoz.. hahhahaz den Zhi Kai gonna buy again during gp.. kekekz

well startin to luv my class... but juz when this happenz.. we may hafta get split up nex yr.. cuz i gonna make myself retain... i'm still wondering shld i study fer hist.. but i think i betta not study so much.. haiz.. i will miss the class... miss ella.. cuz no more singing.. miss vanessa's nonsense.. miss joice's food n complainz.. nisa juz being so chio... haiz.. den nex yr when i retain.. will miss even more pple.. haiz...

aniwae i gtg liaoz.. eyez shuttin down on me.. hahaz...

Thursday, September 25, 2003

Emotionz-> trap in the world of confusion...
more stuff added in "extractionz"

Juz few daez ago.. i cleared sum worriez.. den more got added onto it.. manz.. life prob is juz neva ending.. cumz 1 aft another.. either that or several at a go.. sumtimez guess i realli hafta put on a brave front.. a stong side.. but itz so difficult.. yet i still hafta try.. i can be such a weakling.. sum1 who get scared easily.. by loadsa stuff.. from physical.. to mental.. to emotionz.. den i got weaknesses in my personality.. cuz no1 is perfect.. haiz... sumtimez i realli wonder.. y am i so stupid at thingz.. watchin Holland v the jing jing role realli struck me.. sumtimez i feel like her.. ARGH... maybe i'm luckier than her.. i got my fantasiez world..

haiz.. i realise that i actualli ram into wallz at timez n dun know it.. my frenz notices it n luffs.. while i realli didnt know i bump into the darn wallz.. i'm too caught up in my "dreamland" n space out too often... or u can juz call that escapin.. i dunno.. i dun even realise it... my weaknesses... i think i can juz go on n on abt my darn weaknesses but i shall not... itz a torture to all of u...

haiz.. every1 is so stressed now.. going through the horrible period.. becuz of the stress so many thingz are turnin the wrong wae.. fer pple... fer me? haiz.. i dunno.. i think i'm quite extremez ehz.. either oversensitive.. or didnt realise stuff.. SUMBODY WAKE ME UP!!

Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.


yeahz i do luv challenged n excitementz.. itz like sumthin that keepz me going on.. i am ready to face what i decided.. cuz itz my decisionz n since i've decided.. i will not regret.. thatz me.. call me stubborn or watsoeva.. but i dun care.. 1 that my frenz count on? that i dunno.. sumtimez i feel i'm a big failure as a fren.. i dun even dare consider myself another personz "friend"... as fer the love partz... i realli dunno.. cuz i neva realli loved ani1 b4.. my "luv" 4 a person neva lasted longer den 3 mthz.. actualli itz more of admire.. so whateva.. me? charming? manz.. i dun think so... haiz.. but i dun realli care.. i juz wanna be myself.. itz juz me ur are speaking to.. the bitchy.. irritatin.. screaming.. rough.. playful.. mad.. insane.. or the person whom ur think are "acting cute"... I DUN CARE cuz itz juz me... n to me.. i'm juz being myself... MUAHAHAHAHA

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

emotionz-> filled with relief...
hahaz cuz.. i've decided to... DROP HISTORY AND DO C MATHZ!!! though it meanz retain.. but haha i dun realli mind actualli.. like what jy saez... i muz look at the long term.. n i seriousli will rather want to do sumthin that i like and am good at.. n i wanna get into university with good grades.. i dun wanna a F in my darn cert n doing history will prob gif me a F cuz i realli sux at it.. even if i dun get a F n managed to scrap through with a D or sumthin... I WONT BE ABLE TO GO ANI WHERE! hahahaz... so i will change.. retain.. n at least be able to build up my foundation fer lit n econz.. n do betta fer mathz.. hahaz

dun find retainin a waste of time aniwae.. to me its build foundation.. get my basics.. n this yr has been splendid.. (excludin all the stress of cuz) cuz had splendid frenz.. bballerz.. classmatez.. they all made this yr special fer me... so who carez abt the lose face thing.. i dun! hahaz.. i juz hope nuthin happenz too much to make me change my decision.. n mom agreed to let me retain as long as a graduate with an a level cert n get into uni.. hahaz...

well.. todae haf been great.. lit made me feel good cuz i improved n itz like i need not spend too much effort to get it right.. to pass it.. to do "ok" in it... n todae mr kwee juz told me my econz mock test got C! haha.. when i haf neva realli passed b4.. itz like "HOORAY" hahaz cuz laz time neva realli studied.. n when i finalli understand whatz going on in econz.. i do well.. itz like so much easier compared to history.. so i am gonna move into mathz... to get the same feeling.. to haf the feeling to want to study cuz i LIKE the sumthin.. hahaz..

*sigh* of cuz there are bad ptz to retainin.. but i shall look at it later.. haiz.. reminds me what what Fahy lessons taught us.. the Optimal dunno what thing.. i totalli fits in.. i escape reality by lookin at the positive side of life.. BUT I DUN CARE liaoz!! hahah i juz wanna be happi.. i juz wanna every1 to be happy with me.. hahaz... okok i betta stop "killing your brain cellz" .. take care n study hard ok! i gonna go study my econz.. n work on my mathz! take care!!

Friday, September 19, 2003

emotionz-> feel tired mentalli
more quizes from my link "extractionz"
haha guess i'm juz tired from all the crammin n studying.. so much multi taskin nowadaez esp when it cumz to studies.. can be attendin the econz lect n listenin to the new topicz while doing notez at the same time.. hahaz so crazy ritez..aniwae a lot of pple send me test over the wkz so u peepz can try it out in the quiz link on my blog k...

Who are u from seseme streetz?
(27-34 points) You are ELMO.
You are cute, and everyone loves you. You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.

abt me frm the mth i'm born in...
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions.

haha all these rubbish actualli quite accurate at timez.. manz... examz are driving me up the wallz.. so much to do n so little timez.. cant wait fer promos to end so i can enjoy life.. hahaz.. aniwae the paz wk was ok larz.. busy n stuff but i'm still hanging on.. though headache are bothering me but HECK! cuz i gota laz through.. relationship prob are now gone cuz i no longer bother.. muahahaha!

haiyoz.. lucki my life onli focuz on 5 thingz.. animore n i think i may juz break down.. aniwae i juz received a phone call frm doggy n sister.. guess they cumin over fer dinner again! haiz.. guess i betta go study b4 they cum wreck havoc n i cannot study! hahaz.. TAKE CARE every1! hahaz.. dun overstress urself k! n now got flu bug ard.. so muz take care! esp yt.. n gelica n rach.. dun over stress urself.. cyaz all!


Sunday, September 14, 2003

emotionz-> I SLACK TOO MUCH! muahahaha

hahaz i played so much the paz few daez n haven completed much work cuz no mood liaoz.. haha i so horrible.. but realli hate promos.. ARGHH! hahaz.. todae dad brought mom, snaffee and i to the old turf city there to shop.. haha kinda cool manz! den mom got me shirtz n slipperz n all! hafta stop her before she spends hundreds again.. hahaz..

aniwae on fri played bball with simon.. damn fun! haha but think now he not as good liaoz... think laz time he played betta.. hahaz.. den he was trying to teach me to shoot without jumpin frm free throw.. kekez.. n my shootin sux big time! haha guess i betta work on it aft darn promos.. den aft promos gotta call OI palz out liaoz.. miz them manz! hahaz.. hate it manz.. itz alwayz juz b4 the examz that my whole mind is occupied by play stuff n not exam.. hahaz..

you are peaprinz
peaprinz


which pea are you?
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yeahz i like recycling.. dunno y.. hahhaz the bez part of the thing is the "muahahaha" cuz itz so me! kekekkez.. :P hahahaz.. u know aft i read yt blog.. i realise that itz damn true.. but.. LIKE I CARE! hahahahaz.. if pple read den read larz.. if malu den malu.. not sae first time.. kekez.. hahaz n i realise dat alot of pple like damn stressed... relac k... n i feel guilty cuz i kinda stress free mood.. manz! think i play too much.. hahhahaz...

Winter! You are warm and cuddly though sometimes a bit distant or intimidating.  You like things that are comforting and are confident with yourself and how others see you.  Though sometimes%
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haha am i mysterious? are u peepz drawn to my candid and confident personality? hahha i realli dunno... but i'm not alwayz confident.. candid? i tot i was juz blur.. hahaz.. n mysterious? hmz.. *ponder ponder* i'm not that mysterious what.. am i? *imagine selina lookin at u earnestly* am i?!? hahaz

okok it may take sum time b4 i nex post sumthin again ok.. cuz of the DARN STUPID IRRITATING promos... hahaz.. note the "dramatic effects" of consegutive adjective words used.. hahhahaz.. too much lit is killing me! kekez... Take care every1 ;)

Thursday, September 11, 2003

emotionz-> life been cool

haha of cuz except the darn studiez itz been realli cool.. haha whole week frm mon to wed michael jas n yantong came my house to study.. den my mom STUFF us with food! Think all of us grew fatter manz!! hahahhaz... den todae i went sch n ran 8 rounds.. did 5 grand stand 100 sit ups n 50 push upz.. so proud of myself! hahahaz needa burn away the darn fatz.. kekez..

den past few daez damn fun.. itz like studiez plus fun.. hahaha n of cuz the studies wasnt realli that efficient but still good.. kekez.. actualli we were more of compiling stuff.. hahaz.. hmz.. tml they cumin again.. if yt cum earli den maybe go play bball in the morn n wait fer them to cum den watch marrying the mafia! hahahaz

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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hahhaaz i'm still young in the heart! kekekez.. ok.. at least i am my age mentalli ritez! hahahaz

playing footsie
footsie - you like to goof around and laugh with
the people you care about.


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haha this is kinda true.. actualli very.. kekekez... ;) i feel realli cool this wk cuz like i got closer to palz.. n managed to catch up with my gd pals frm OI.. miz them lotz.. I LOVE HOLIDAYZ! hahahaz... though this 1 doesnt allow me to slp late late n play non stop... n go out with frenz non stop but it still rawkz..

Thanx to those who made my daez... n YT.. now u know y i sae simon realli cool until look like Jay zhou.. hahahaz.. muz c him play bball.. even more pro! kekez.. but now think he slack den no gd liaoz.. hahahahz... he'z moi "mysterious" fren! hahahaz...

Monday, September 01, 2003

emotionz-> i feel GOOD! hahaz

Your Name: selina lim mei shan
Your Date of Birth: 23/02/86
Your Question or Information:

Past

Ansuz - Communications, wisdom and clarity, to attract others to your cause, increase magickal energy.

Present

Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Future

Daeg - Increase and expansion, prosperity, growth, major turning points in life, turning in new directions.

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

actualli this is pretty true to sum extent.. though i didnt wanna believe it n was juz trying at first.. kekez cuz itz like in the past i've been kinda like "social animal" person.. den fereva out or sum refer to me as "orchard kid" n alwayz make new frenz.. hahaz.. but den now prefer to like keep profile slightli lower n dun keep finding places to make new frenz.. kekez den wisdom part.. laz time used to be top in moz of my subjectz when i was younger.. but now.. haha ferget it manz.. i think i'm prob the worst.. den the present.. i keep stumbling into leadership position when i most unexpect it.. n in fact.. i didnt realli want it cuz didnt wanna hold so much responsibility.. haha n the future part.. sounds good too ehz.. juz hope itz on the positive side manz.. kekez..

well pass 2 daez have been slackin n sleepin.. kekekez.. n todae gonna go k box with doggy they all.. n asked ella but dunno if he cumin.. kekeez.. den aft this we all decided to go FULL SPEED fer our promos.. so that we will remain in jc n ctd with our bball! kekez.. our common goal! kekez.. haf common goal den will succeed--> learnt frm my darn pw.. hahaz

aniwae ITZ TIME FER DARN AO MATHZ! hahaha i cannot fail ani of my promos liaoz.. my min grade is..--> lit D, econz E and hist ao pass/E.. den ao mathz n chi muz b3.. den arz.. gp.. pass... haiz.. now my jia you.. KámPäTëï every1!