Sunday, February 29, 2004

emotionz-> joyz! n tinge of sadness...+desperately trying to catch up..
hmz.. fri loadsa my frenz got resultz.. though sum were jumping in joy.. there were otherz who felt the gush of disappointment..Junyi was the first to tell me his resultz.. followed by binglez! the 2 smart guy! haha n when they told me their score.. i did a little jump in the middle of orchard.. n god.. was i praying that no1 saw me.. so malu.. so i quickly walked away of cuz! cuz i noticed sum pple givin the weird glace.. SUPER PAISEHZ!

Well.. there were several positive resultz in my class! many did quite well! CONGRATZ EVERY1! hmz.. as fer those who were disappointed in their resultz.. dun worry too much k.. facing disappointmentz will make us stronger sumtimez n ur hafta be optimistic n look towards/plan fer the future k! if ur need a listening ear.. sum stupid advice.. or juz sum1 to crap to.. juz cum look fer me.. i'm sure ur know my no. or juz double click on my nick in msn! hmz.. juz wanna wish those who are progressing to another sch all d bez! n fer those who are staying in cjc.. hahaz.. i will pei ur! kekez.. or rather.. ur can accompany me! hahhaz.. hopefully we'll b in the same classs n all!

haha hmz.. on sat(yest).. my ballet teacher make my grp do solo.. haha i realise.. i DUNNO MY SYLLABUS at all! hahaz.. thatz how bad i am.. i cant remember.. even if i do.. it takes sum time to register in my brain b4 i can actualli dance it out.. so basically i sux due to d realli shortage of practise.. hahaz

aniwae luckily miss ho helped me taped the grade 8 music.. n due to d panicking state of mind aft yest dance class.. i woke up real earli n started to prac k! hahaz c i so hardworkin.. n i realise how off- music i was.. so now.. aft all the prac..not that bad already.. hahaz.. need more practise though.. kinda worried.. haha

dunno y recentli got into the study mood.. muz be cuz all my good frenz all having common test soon.. den i c them study also feel like studying.. so went out yest n todae.. n did loadsa mathz! muahaha.. c i so guai! hahaz... i realise i actualli love mathz.. haha though it givez me headache.. n realli can pull all my hair out when i cldnt solve the qn.. but.. yeahz.. i wakez me up aft i start on it.. hahaz.. there are exceptionz of cuz! kekez

talkin abt hair.. wondering if i shld snip my hair short aft ballet examz.. sianz.. hahaha maybe i shld.. well.. will depend on my mood den.. aniwae i shall go take a rez.. damn tired.. hahahz.. take care every1!

Thursday, February 26, 2004

emotionz-> haha i feel abit scared..
haha scared fer my classmatez n my dear palz who r gettin their resultz tml.. but juz wanna wish them all the bez n good luck! hahaz i went through that laz yr.. n here i am sittin in my chair going through the feelingz again.. though not as strong cuz i onli waititn fer my ao mathz resultz.. but kinda fear.. cuz i DESPERATELY need to pass! or i mite juz quit cj.. n go la selle or sumthin.. cuz i wanna do mathz.. n NO MORE HISTORY!

well.. i think the worst is havin to sit in sch.. knowing that the teacherz haf ur resultz.. but not knowing when u will receive them... maybe that dae.. maybe the wk aft.. GRR! hope i pass...

aniwae.. i managed to help simon with his mathz.. haha logarithm! almoz fergot alot of it.. but luckily in the end i remembered n managed to help him.. if not todae wasted trip! hahaz.. n i even learnt sum new engineering stuff.. sum hyperbolic functionz thing! damn cool!! haha

i realise.. i like mathz.. i like the solving part though it can get irritating at timez.. haha n the happiness i get aft solving d question! n it feelz good aft i managed to teach sum1 how to do it too! yayz! hahaz.. hopefully he can do well fer his common test! hmz.. aft i get my ao mathz resultz.. n confirm i passed it.. n allowed to do c. mathz.. i gonna work on my ap/gp.. inequalitiez.. n everything!

well.. i betta stop rattling.. guess i muz be kinda nervous abt mathz.. hahahz.. okok. shuush! hahaz.. aniwae nex wk i end at 1.10 almoz everydae! pplez.. time to date me out! hahhahahz.. jkjk.. i think still haf training n all.. n i betta start attending more of my dance class.. kekez.. take care every1! n gd luck to every1 who'z receiving their resultz tml! esp to t07 buddyz!

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

emotionz-> mixed positive + negative feelingz..
due to the special request of sum1.. hahhahaz here i am bloggin again in 1 short dae.. haha but 1 short dae of fun.. mistaken.. achievement.. headachez.. n disappointment!

well.. my dae started off with panging headachez..even though i slept realli early yest nitez.. hahaz.. but i pulled through! kekez.. junyi helped me draw a "tatoo" of which all my frenz who saw it sae itz damn cool... sum even tot i got a real tatoo when they saw frm far.. den the comic pretty face damn cool also! hahaz..

hmz.. during pe saw coach.. she abit not happy with me.. saw what i lost interest.. i felt kinda mistaken lorz.. haiz.. cuz itz difficult to balance between bball.. dance.. studiez n frenz.. n i've put moz of my time on bball.. n i get this.. that kinda feeling.. but i cannot realli blame her also.. guess shez pretty much stressed abt our matches.. haiz.. but sumtimez it hurtz.. well.. but i cannot realli be bothered to like get angry with it larz..

had match against yjc todae.. went all the wae there.. neva realli expect coach to put me down aft the little "talk" with her todae.. but i warmed up n all aniwae.. cuz scared she will scold.. haiz.. but yeahz.. she surprised me by askin if i cld play.. n put me down fer the 4th quarter.. tell me to catch more reboundz.. well.. i feel i did my bez fer todae.. though in otherz eyez it mite not be the bez.. but i feel good enuff already.. caught several reboundz.. but made 1 miss pass.. n accidentally whack usha a few timez.. feel quite bad abt that though.. sorry! sorry if i was a burden....

aniwae i feelin quite shagged.. we lost by alot.. think 53 to 21.. fer gurlz.. the guyz i also not sure.. but heard lost also.. haiz.. yjc realli good larz! all got skillz.. n most got experience.. well.. but i learn new thingz aft every match.. hope we'll keep improvin.. n hope malacca trip mite further bond us in team spirit!

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

emtionz-> grr.. i feel sick...
haiz.. actualli haven been feeling well fer quite sum time.. think i'm pretty worn out frm all the endless trainingz.. sch.. n dance sessionz.. seriousli.. n now.. my body relentz.. n malfuction abit.. which realli sux.. cuz my hyperactiveness runs out realli fast! n i've been dozing off in class.. cuz my brain juz refuses to stay awake n listen.. n guess what? i've been sleeping at 10 plus nowadaez.. grr.. this sux...

aniwae mon was my bdae! hahaz thanx yt fer the lovely flower! n veron gave me this v cute n adorable doggy thing..! hahaz.. aft sch actualli wanna go out with my classmatez.. but had training.. n asked coach if i cld skip cuz my thumb realli hurtz n i wanna go sinseh.. but she made yt n i run 10 roundz.. n yeahz.. my body cldnt take it.. n since it was late.. so i went straight to sinseh.. n yt v nice.. she accompany me there! THANX! but stupid me didnt realise mon is half dae.. grr... so yt came my hse.. had dinner n all...

aniwae even though therez upz n downz on my bdae.. but it was so sweet to receive the sms frm frenz n all! thanx every! n my classmatez singing of the bdae song to take up part of the lesson time is not to be forgotten.. cuz it made me abit paisehz! haha overall i had fun! haha fun n happiness outweighz the bad partz! hahaz..

i feel kinda bad fer neglectin classmatez cuz of trainingz n dance.. realli sorry peepz.. wish all of ur the bez fer the o'z result! muz tell me what ur get n all k! n hope this class will keep in contact fer a long time.. cuz the timez we spent together within this 2 mthz is simply unfergetable.. i love first 3 mthz cuz every1 simply so true being themselves! n they're v sweet.. sae they will make up fer my bdae.. but seriousli.. ur played a big part in makin my bdae happy! itz already gd enuff n dun need to make up k! gonna miss ur lotz... i pray n hope that ur will get ur desired future n happiness..! n dun ferget if ur do plan outingz aft ur leave CJC.. DUN FERGET ME K! hahaz...

btw.. thanx every1 fer the bdae greetingz! realli appreciate it! haha n i need to get back my hyper-activeness soon! grr.. i missing it badly.. timez where i'm hyper active the WHOLE DAE! hahaz.. seriousli.. deep down i'm hoping training will not be as tough.. itz so time consuming thatz itz causing me to neglect my frenz.. either that or neglect dance n studies.. n to prevent neglecting ani1/thing.. i'm v drained.. grr.. dun think i'll b playing in tml match since i'm not feeling well.. hope coach doesnt scold.. *pray n hope* haiz...

Sunday, February 22, 2004

emotionz-> everythin is so fun n so sweet!
saturdae....
hahaz met simon in the morn at amk mrt.. den went down to orchard.. n yantong was there waiting.. rotting away till we came! hahaz.. den the lovely host~>JM told us all "dun be late arz...!" came the latest! hahahz.. so simon, yt n i went to kfc to haf breakfast first.. onli simon n i ate.. den yt had my cup of tea! hahaz

We went to hmv to wait fer them cuz marian n jm were takin SOooo Long! hahaz.. n throughout we kept banging/suaning each other.. esp simon! we buck up bang him a few timez! hahaz.. den at the hmv..simon saw the ah du cd.. n pointed to it.., simon: ah du... ar tu4(vormiting) den he made the vormiting signz! yt n i cldnt stop luffing lorz! plus alot of other rubbish he sae larz.. hahaz..

den when they came we went to ecp.. started cuttin cake n all.. den like they smear cake all over my face.. actualli juz jm.. den i went to smear the rez.. hahaz.. i'll try to upload the picz soon once i figure out how.. den went to sit at macz there cuz simon n his fren sittin there to chat.. den went rollerbladin.. den send marian to bus stop.. of which alot of "misunderstandingz" in betweenz.. hahaz.. den went to play pool.. n they taught me new style! got new pool teacher! the resemble hei ren guy.. DAMN PRO! hahaz..

aft all these went to tampines.. though onli left jm, yt, simon n me.. so went to ajisen there to eat.. hahaz.. n took neoprintz! damn nice larz! hahahz.. the whole journey damn fun! will take me fereva to type out the conversationz! but realli enjoyed myself! n jm, willy n marian got me this bball plus toy with handz n legz! DAMN ADORABLE! hahahaz...

Sundae...
woke up damn earli to upload the photoz.. n instead of uploadin.. dunno y 1 of my albumz photoz got deleted! GRR!!! den cldnt upload alot of the photoz! so sorry every1! the album fer danz hse got deleted! i'll try to sort out everything quick k!

den supposedly to meet simon at j8 at 2.. but.. i was late.. haha n in the end cuz he change bus den he ended up at my hse bus stop.. n since both of us were late.. we met each other at my hse the bus stop! hahaz.. den went down to j8.. n watched gothika.. damn nice... but hand got teeth markz cuz the theatre pple damn brave! no1 scream with me! grr! hahahaz.. so i had to seek alternative..... den i met aileen.. pass her vdae prezzie.. n she got me bdae prezzie! damn nice...! hahaz.. den therez this place call MUJI .. sell d thingz damn nice!!! haha

ok think i crap too much.. shall pen off! take care every1....

Friday, February 20, 2004

emotionz-> *smilez*
every1 my webshotz not workin..so now using another software! do log in to c picz k! n therez the "dont do that" series in the ~cool webbie sectionz~ tt i added! kinda funny! go look at it when ur are free k!

sheesh.. i can feel myself falling.. slowly being pulled in.. slowly droppin in.. into this web.. but the thing i'm realli glad abt.. is that as i'm fallin.. it neva fails to light up my current situation.. letting a smile creep onto my face unknowingly.. n i can onli sae thanx.. even though at the v same time i fear.. but realli.. thanx...

aniwae yest i came home earli.. n decided to upload alot of the pic! so i gonna like put it up.. ur go n c it k! hope all the pic n stuff look ok.. hahaz.. sorry fer the delay!
hmz.. todae was juz splendid.. the dae in class passed quite swiftly.. with lotza fun! hahaz.. got back our econz..*finally!* n screwed up my mcq but did ok fer drq.. so not bad larz.. at least still passed.. now gotta wait fer essay..

went to yio chu kang there aft sch to look fer fren.. n due to the sudden rise of eagerness to fly kite.. we decided to go fly kite! hahaz.. though dunno y the kite refuses to soar high up as we wanted it to.. but it was fun! the kite flew to the air but crashes rather quickly.. guess itz the wind in the wrong direction.. haha so in the end we juz sat there.. n shared a packed lunch.. with the pomeranian walkin ard hopin fer a piece of the lunch.. n the evening sun lighting up the beach.. sight was beautiful (even though d sun was at the back of us.. n not at the sea.. cuz we were facin wrong direction).. hahaz.. left abt 6+ cuz didnt wanna go home too late.. c i so guai! hahaz..

aniwae tml meetin jm, marian n loadsa other O.I palz! I MISS THEM ALOT! hahaz.. cant wait to c them tml! think we're going to ecp! :) to celebrate! hahaz.. i love gatheringz! itz the bez prezzie eva! every1 enjoy ur wkend k! haf fun!

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click here to c pic of t07 craziness

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

emotionz-> filled with fun n laughter
haha well.. therez lotza fun going on in class fer these pass few daez.. loadsa fun! haha we even haf the "L" family now.. actually was in a GP grp.. where we had to do sumtin den mark, junyi, xiufen n i got into 1 grp.. den we realise our surname all start with L! hahhaz LAI, LEE n LIMs! hahahaz so we concluded.. i'm the father.. mark n junyi either 1 is the mother.. n xf is the product! haha cuz me n her both lim!

den my darlin was suppose to imitate william huang n do she bang nex mon fer mr t! hahhahaz! go darling! muz do it well k! hahhahaz i will support u... spiritually! hahaz

then i spained my thumb on mon k! now i realli know the great importance of thumbs! i'm like damn restricted n even writing can pose as a prob k.. my handwriting seemz funny now.. lucky got yt to help me wrap it in the morn.. so i feelz betta larz.. but todae match kinda worsen it abit.. all the passing n catching.. aniwae todae match we got trashed.. but vjc was good.. n plus several of us were injured.. n i totally dun like the rim.. grr... but itz gd experience.. i picked up sum stuff even though i barely played..

aniwae cuz my thumb hurtz.. so i shall kinda pen off here.. aniwae sat therez a surprise awaiting me! cant wait to meet lotza my o.i fren! we going ecp! hahaz.. gatherin/celebration! miz them lotz k! update soon!

Sunday, February 15, 2004

emotionz-> smiling heart...
happy valentinez day every1! though this mite cum abit late... but yeahz.. hahhaz aniwae v dae was great.. yest was great! received lotza gift frm classmatez! they rockz k! hahha big time!

i walked into class den there was so many adorable stuff on my table! kinda feel bad i onli managed to get them chocs.. cuz realli no time n all.. bball training n dance n all realli killing me softly.. hahahhaz.. xf got us this adorable baby shoe with ferrero rocher in it.. den therez amandaz candle.. chelsaz cookiez.. beatreace bracelet(shez my angel!!) hahhaz.. i even took pic of my prezziez! sad my comp abit lag at uploadin n i lazy go fix the prob.. shall fix it soon den ur all can c pic k!

den todae met simon n jm.. watched along came polly.. quite nice! haha played pool fer a short while.. den went fer dance! guess what? todae when play pool i saw amanda n chelsa when i was lookin fer toilet! n my classmatez were actualli at the other side of the shoppin centre playing pool too! coincidental arz! hahahaz... aniwae aft dance went to meet jm n simon again fer dinner! hmz.. 3 of us shared family feast.. n i almoz died of bloatedness.. hahahhaz

aniwae he got me sins choc... i think he spent 20+ on it.. feel quite bad.. but guess i can onli treat him back sum other time.. aniwae almoz all my choc went into my momz mouth larz.. shez been eyeing on my choc k.. includin the sins choc also went to her! hahahhaz.. den i jokingli told my mom "wahz c he so nice get choc fer u" when he was on the phone with me.. den he was like "i tot the choc fer u wan.. juz that landed in her mouth onli.. hahhahaz"... well.. i kinda like sharin with my mom.. like sum1 to fite choc with me.. hahhaz..

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

emotionz-> very happy!!
haha we won the frenly match against SRJC! haha gurlz got 25-19.. n guyz 70-50! haha every1 is simply marvellous at the match! hahaz.. yayz!

That day u told me online
"Hope that u'll be my valentine"
Many things flash through my mind
but "hmz"was d only word i cld find
to tell you at that pt of time

D sudden growth of sweetness
n i felt d sudden gush of happiness
everything starts to unfold
but no idea y i withold

Saturday, February 07, 2004

emotionz-> abit confused.. but i'm clearin up stuff
hahhaaz.. yeahz.. sum stuff been up on my mind.. keeping me constantly thinkin.. but i guess i kinda got it sort out.. n i actualli feel much betta.. dat i actualli c frm the other perspective.. n start to acceptz stuff.. though otherz been triggerin n holdin me back.. but fer now.. i'm juz gonna take 1 step at a time...

therez so many test cumin up nex wk.. econz.. mathz n chi.. ARGHH! hahaz.. but tml got danielz party.. YAYZ! hahaz..go his hse create havoc... n get impressed by his rich-ness.. hahahhahaz.. but that meanz.. no time fer studies.. eh ohz! hahahhaz.. so itz gonna be studying in the bus in the earli morn again! hmz... hahahaz

aniwae.. i too lazy to type.. so if u wanna know all the excitement in class.. link to amanda's blog.. itz v detailed! hahhaaz.. n markz my darling(gurlfren) now! hahahz.. we're les..! i'm the active n he's the passive.. den junyi n mark is the gay.. haha jun yi is the feminine 1! hahhaz.. so that makez mark a bi! hahhahahaz....

hmz.. the nike 1 on 1 person called n tell us to cum on 14th n 15th fer cip.. TOTALLY MESSED UP MY SCHEDULE! GRR!!! hahaz.. so meanz v dae.. cannot meet up frenz liaoz...! den cip frm 9.30-2.30... den dance 5-6.30! dat meanz i got awkward free time! haiz.. den my purposely kept fer cip on 22nd.. is so free now.. GRR! hahahhaz.. hopefulli got pple date me out den! muahahahaz..

I see myself
slowly falling deeply
sorrow? happiness or pure relief?
i also wanna know, really

sum1 convinced me..
den everything was made easy
as messiness of these
i sorted it out clearly

Monday, February 02, 2004

naga
in my eyes i see you as mysterious and strange alot
of people wish they could know you better and
you are probably an artist? i really wish there
were more people like you out there..i really
do. (rate?)


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emotionz-> my fair share of fun...
been a long time since i laz did sum quiz stuff.. hahaz.. my wkend was simply marvellous.. simple yet filled with happiness, sweetness n all..

Sat the guy team got match against 1 of the seniorz batch.. they won.. 46-37? sumthin like that! realli happy fer them! my heart leaped with the scores in the laz quarter as i keep c-ing the shotz falls into the hoopz... peepz.. U ALL WERE FAN-TAS-TIC! hahaz.. dance was great too.. i love dance.. n my legz are adapting to the dance n bball training sessionz.. no more torturing pain.. i love my legz now.. hahahaz den nitez my mom gave me 1 big cup of shandy (beer + 7up) of which 3/4 all 7up.. dun even haf much of beer taste (cuz i dun like) haha n that nitez.. HEADACHE! manz i sux at drinking! hahahaz

sundae went out with parentz in the morn... den met up with Simon at abt 4.30.. went to town n did SWEATER HUNTING! hahaz.. so far onli saw 3 nice sweaterz.. Simon got 1 of the 3.. he lookz quite gd in it.. hahaz.. 1 was too short(sleeves) fer him.. the other dun haf his size.. haha if i got the $$ i will go get this damn cute 1.. haha haf my size but i no $$! hahaha summore damn ex.. abt $60.. hmz.. broke.. n todae spent 200+ on my contactz n specz stuff.. haiz.. sad sad.. but at least i solve one of my necessity prob...

den sat nitez went to sherlyn hse aft sweater hunting.. cuz she havin cny party.. den met her bf n sum of her frenz + couz.. all v frenli pple.. hahaz.. glad to know them.. though i went home real tired n tummy churning frm the bit of SINS choc cuz Simon got 5.. of which 3 is alcoholic.. 1 call D-cup, tiramisu??, n 1 has XO! hahaz.. n no i did not finish all 5.. we share the thing larz.. so i juz had half of everything! hahaz.. den aft the choc.. my face abit pinkish.. at least thatz what he said! hahahaz.. manz! but had loadsa fun on sat..

fer a long time.. i haf no idea what u feel like, what exactly u are.. but i'm learning.. i'm startin to feel certain emotionz that make me wonder.. am i feeling u? a little element of this n that.. a combination of bitterness.. it felt like the SINS choc(alcoholic choc) that Simon offered me... the little bit of bitterness yet touched by sweetness.. n it ends off sweet though the sweet taste does not lingerz fer v long but it did stay fer awhile.. den i feel the churning thing.. hmz... i hope i did not take the wrong step.. i hope i did not felt the wrong "u" calling.. i'm juz takin step by step.. sumhow i'm scared.. scared of u.. scared of pain that many sae u will inflict..pls call to me loudly.. shout at me.. stand strong with me.. pls dun let my jelly legz take the wrong step... cuz i'm scared as i step into this soft, sticky and yet dangerous web entanglement

Light
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful, kind-
hearted and pure. You are so sweet your almost
angelic, you find joy in others happiness and
cannot stand to see anyone in pain. You want to
make everyone around you feel good about
themselves and if someone is upset you can tend
to become rather upset as well which means you
still have a heart. Being as kind and good-
natured as you are people have most likely hurt
you in the past but you pick yourself up
everytime and dust off the pain. You may look
fragile but you are stronger than you think.
Life is beautiful no matter how you look at it
and people make mistakes, not everyone is
perfect. You try to see the good in the bad
which is a talent few posses, dont ever let
anyone change you. Someday all of your hard
work to make others happy will pay off big
time, not that your looking for a reward. You
truely have a beautiful soul inside and a heart
of gold.


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