One day.. my mom came into my room and asked

"why did u buy baby shirt?"

i was shocked. since when did i buy baby shirt? den she walked into my room with this tiny piece of clothing on her hanger.



our puzzled look emerge into one filled with shock.

"could that be......."

n we burst into laughter!

my washing machine shrank my cardigan into baby size clothes!

that is how small it is now. furthermore.. it was a mng.

damn. now we're trying to make it into the original size. its so small my dog can wear. hahaha

my eyes are smaller den usual,

cuz i didnt have enough slp. cuz i watched sisters keeper. haha

this week was a lot of time spent outside... not doing work compared to my usual previous weeks of mad rushing. i think i needed it. just to get out, laugh, and do all the what nots. haha n meet up w the many pple whom i miss.

n i know the celebration hasn't end. =)

n i have one last stretch to finish my race.

i pondered about my life goal, and got a bit frightened at myself. this purpose in life which i found a few years back kinda changed many aspects of me. i thought i was beginning to get jaded, but i was always reminded by many many to step out of it. I thought i was getting tired, but she was always there to fire up my passion, to make it real for me.

i guess i really want to achieve it, to the extent some may regard it as a form of obsession. but fighting the exhaustion is never easy.

at the same time i want to differentiate my private life n friends from this obsession. though i know its very much a part of me. but i still do, somehow.. want to tell myself that "hey.. i need not live in the shadow of that purpose 24/7." i don't want to be perpetually labeled that all the time i guess. objectivity takes away a lot of fun. i want to be bias at times. i want to talk nonsense. i want to slack n be useless sometimes.

i know i can't have the best of both worlds all the time.. but sometimes.. just some space to indulge will suffice.

n so i spend most of the time in my lol-able anime. i'm addicted to it. cuz it makes me laugh n takes all the worries away. n help chase those nightmares away.

SHOO nightmares.

a new obsession on top of beyonce. ROFL.

if only.. we can all break out into dance in the midst of our daily lives, shred up all our assignments and notes of all sorts into tiny pieces and throw it all around, and sing about love in such innocent manner as if there are no other forms of worries.

birthday celebrations add life to my mundane nerded life. cuz i get to meet YOUS and do silly stuff. =)