when i decided to go home,

all that was in the mind, was snaff n fri.

i needed that source of comfort, super badly.

n that was when i realise.. i'm not independent on them as much as i wld like to think i am.

i'm totally dependent on snaff. totally.

i needed that hug. n will always need it. cuz one little her will make everything bad go away. one little her, will bring my smile back. one little her, will let me not get discouraged. one little her, will give me strength to take one step forward. one little her, made the day so much better. one little her, accompanied by me for the past 10 years.

she's old. i'm scared. not ready to accept it.

i'm addicted to this little boy.
his mother shld be damn proud lar. watching him everyday will help u break into a smile everyyyday. =)

i got a newwww toy. =)

though heart really ached when i traded in c905. but vivaz.. is rawking my world now. ok lar. except that... it is kinda laggy. den again.. 905 also laggy at times. hahhaha other than that.. its like my 905 n betterrrr! 8.1megapix, smart phone, n 0dollars!! haha cuz it fair rawks.

ok i haven blogged in eons. thats cuz sch work is drowning me. i think i almost can't cope anymore.

n its at another pt in life where everyone is beginning to transit into their next stage. the fears of what to come, the fears of what is not coming, the uncertainty, the expectations, the ups and the downs. the risk is high.

steering away from my path? maybe its better, maybe its not. i will only know when i reflect n do an evaluation some time down the road.

i hope i won't regret selling myself away at the end of those 2 years.

n harlow mgirls. i know we're all busy w end of terms stuff, busy w new job, busy managing our lives.. but... I MISS YOU ALL! the last time i though cld catch up w ur was disrupted by a certain BOBBY. esp jo n charrr! gosh. at least i still manage to meet twin n rah n wing n yt. my main busy-ness ends on 1st apr. what abt urs?! freee for short dinner? or shld we just wait till after exam?

n ermz... i'm confirm flying off to hk from 8th to 18th. =) its approved. i'm scared. i may get overworked. bahhhz. what did i get myself into? i don't know. n yes, its an experience. i appreciate it. but i can't bann all those emotions that comes w it.

shall try to re-immerse back in my work.