its not funny anymore.

ok i now i figure out what ur up to. first the pretend salesperson, 2ndly the pretend survey.. n now.. its just apparent what this is all abt. its gross.

i can't believe i was so nice to answer the survey under the pretext of discovering pple's opinion of sex education in school. u used it to get a bit more info from me n found out where i schooled at.

u claim to be someone who gave me a ride home n asked how cld i have forgotten. seriously, i did hitch a ride home from quite a few pple girls n guys, NONE NAMED KELVIN though. n i know them well enough to know they don't do such pranks.

n kelvin from nus? i asked for which kelvin though i only know one. cuz that kelvin is nice n decent n doesnt sound like u. unfortunately for u, i recognise voices. n its apparent to me ur the same guy in scenario one, two n three.

yes i maintained my cool though ten thousand not so friendly words were swimming in my head.

yes i'm selina. but i did NOT give anyone a kiss in the car. I did NOT give any one a blow job. make an excuse n say maybe u got the wrong selina. HARLOW i'm not 3 years old. but i let u get off. buzz off. stop calling. or i'll call mr policeman n u can do all the dirty talk with him.

n yes because of u now i got to come home earlier n not stay out too late. thanks for screwing up my freedom. thanks for taking away security from me. seriously.

if u can't get the tone in the last 2 lines, let me tell u. its SARCASM. GRRRRRRR

yes one more to add, thanks for screwing up my emotions for the night.

why do i waste my emotional energy on u?! grrr. not worth my time.

i hope no other girls get cheated. i hope u learnt ur lesson.

horny bastard.

weird phonecall.

ok which idiot gave out my house phone number?

i don't remember giving out my home phone number to many people.

cause i just received the weirdest phonecall ever.

some apparent salesperson called my home number and told me the product i ordered is available. he even got my name right. I honestly thought it was the school tb i ordered but i'm pretty sure i gave out hp number, not house phone. so i checked for the product. guess what?

vibrator.

what the shit. he insisted n asked could it be my gf who ordered for me? ok i know he may be genuinely in a plight too, but i couldnt hold back my irritation.

harlow? who sarbo? maybe someone hate me THAT much.

oh well.

I hate it when ur quarrel.
Its not directed at me
but the verbal swords
dug holes in my skin.

its just a fan.
the things brought up
will disrupt many yrs beyond the fan can comfort
n stir the sole bystander's soul.

Everytime i struggled w my one step forward,
these pain bring 2 steps back.
how am i to trust?
its not bright.

i got no mood to read readings.

cuz the mood is holidaying.

ism is starting! gosh. excitment n stress, all combined into one.

i shld try not to look at accidents in future. bahhhhz. kpo-ness adds the wrong visuals to my collection.

i'm hommme! =)

home sweet home after 18dayss.

chengdu, shuimo, tibet, lanzhou and beijing.

chengdu was the best. think i will love to return there again. ten thousand other places i will like to go in chengdu and the little towns ard it. n the shao kao!! shuimo was the most meaningful w the most genuine pple. never enjoyed such comfort out of home. plus meeting new friends even as ur travelling. tibet was more like a tourist scam. haha but the best scenery ever. lanzhou's yellow river is NOT yellow. kenna cheated. most polluted air ever. but the good dinner n parks calls for my return. haha n beijing... cold until can die. love the great wall, hate the journey there though. n met joyceh, pity its only for one dinner.

it was my first long travelling trip,
i missed sunny singapore.
now that i'm back,i think i miss china.
grass is always greener on the other side.

the smiles, the curious questions
the little innocent children, the new friends.
the most genuine grp of pple
the most meaningful place of all.

counting down beneath the blankets
scampered to catch the glimpse of fireworks
special in its own way.
tibetans really don't celebrate new yr.

6 layers n still cold,
blankets n heaters of all kinds
misses the warmth from all.
great wall or great slip, the joy, laughters and snow.

someone help me rid the visuals
of toilets, of spit, of crowds.
especially that of toilet.
let all else be retained.

i'm addicted to travelling! i want to go far far away again for holidayy!

bahhhz i dun want sch to start.