Happy birthday nette!

hope you like all the celeb thus farr! heh heh.

i'm just glad, there is the group of you which made my uni life so memorable. =) where it is not just filled with dread, but amidst the dread there's hope to pull through the dreaded stuff. amidst the competition, there are people who truly care. amidst the facade, there are genuine relationships. =) even when we are in different phases in life, we make the effort to stay strong. where each of us are not just another networking entity. thank you. =)

thank you for appreciating who each of us truly are. thank you for not treating me like an information counter. thank you for the many many things. thank you for caring. =) thank you for being there n supporting each of us through all the ups and downs.

i hate to say it.. but yeah i'm not having the best time in school. n rah.. i'm beginnning to join u in the anti school campaign. bahhhhz. this killer shit. we will and must pull through.

we take 3 years to get a degree, n it feels like they cram three years worth of stuff into a 1 year study for honours. BAHHHHHZ.

i'm going for yellow ribbon run. i shall not back out. i shall pull through this. even though the longest i ran thus far is 8km. n i took 1half hour for it. haha cuz running.. puts everything in order. running let me vents the frustration. cuz running.. can train me up for tibet. heh heh.

looking at all the photos that our mp took from tibet... i'm damn excited!! heh heh. cuz it will be my turn to escape physically for another round. forget abt the whole wide world n the worries that binds one down in the roots of the country for awhile. that awhile.. will rejuvenate the wearied self.

oooooooooooooohhhhhhhh. bday tsunami has BEGUN.

hahahhaha but i think i like the fact i get to see the girls plus twin more often AGAIN! =)

hahahaha

i went to calculate my cap with nus cap calculator n i realise.. there is no way i can work my grades up to second upper even if i score straight a's for honours year! apparently i screwed up more modules den i accurately remember in my second half of year 2.

haha n damn it manz. maybe i shldnt have taken the counselling modules n my grades will be fine.

so all i need is average of b grade n i think i will safely make it through honours with my 2nd class lower. ROFL.

so stress for what!?! just make sure ism turns out well n i will survive fine. =)

n yes this is where i begin to work towards a better year 4 routine.

work life balance! ooooOOOSSHHH!

STREEEEEESSSSSSSSSS

i came online for my weekly manga.. but IT IS NOT HERE!!! yet.

sigh year 4 has started. its only week 2. why am i THIS stressed. my morrie will say "a lot of readings? its year 4, what were u expecting?" n i can only nod.

i insist on having my work life balance, but yes.. i can see the days where "work is my life" draw near. DAMN.

signs when ur nerdifying : (1) you borrow a lot of books weekly frm the library (2) you stay back in school to study (3) you started reading up all your readings when its only WK 2 (4) you rather spend some time on books den going out (4) you talk to your fren on msn and find that both of you are discussing abt lesson content (5) you go crazy over ur super cooool lecturer

After every seminar, i crave for things like ice cream. i dress worse n worse everyday. i sleep 8 hours n its not enough to make up those brain cells killed. every week seems to have a deadline.

ism.... why does it feel like i'm preparing for a thesis. its so damn new.. all these research shit. n yes i know soon.. i will cope. i will figure out how to juggle, i will manage. but it all takes time. this transition period sucks. every single passing day makes me dread year 4 more n more. ok lar.. at least there's every tues afternoon class to look forward to. muahahaha.

pls pardon me if i begin whining. shut me up if u need to. i just need to release the built up emotions n whining seems to be the means where all the emotions are breaking lose.

I will get used to this, I hope.

happy national dayy!

me: what if i cut my hair short?
boy: will you still have your pony tail?
me: haha no lar.
boy: don't cut!
me: why?
boy: short hair den not pretty!!

hahhaha he is damn adorable. rofl. though he drives me up the wall a lot of times! he makes me happy.. cuz he thinks i'm pretty. hahahhaha

i came back from port dickson! RAWKS! our resort was almost like a bungalow! 3 bedrooms though really we only slept in one. haha n we have our swimming pool right in the front of the house, with a parking lot where our car resides. n we even found ourselves a pet which nette n i named spot. RAWKS.

haha it was a good balance of activities, lepak-ing, and self entertainment. haha it felt like i got a new family during that few days, living in some semi countryside area. even the beach belongs to us! haha cuz no one was there mar. ROFL.

i also incurred many bruises. typical of my own clumsiness. haha n i got more pple addicted to monopoly cards. RAWKS. ATV, go kart-ing n banana boat!! though we didnt do paintball in the end.. but nvm. NEXT TIME! muahahahahahahahaha.

oh manz. i'm begginning to fall in love with travelling!

my mom is doing a lot of clumsy stuff recently too. haha she accidentally put pepper into our green bean soup. imagine eating sweet desserts and suddenly u chew on a spice. ROFL. she is damn cute.

school is gonna start. SIANZ. i wannnnnt my holiiidayyyy to be looooonnnngerrrrrrrr!!!!

bahhhhhz.

the quote i love from "love of siam"

"If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it the one day when we are separated? And, if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation as well, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? At the same time, is it possible that, we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That is my loneliness."

my boy is super sweet. I went for tuition sick - voiceless and coughing. He did a weird sign like fist at the eyes rubbing, and fist against his heart. i wondered what he was saying.. he told me to guess. In the end.. he meant "gan dong". den he laughed at my various plannns.. Plan A - some herbal thing for throat which i bought from the shop, Plan B - the cough sweets.

den when i was about to leave.. he tells me "remember to see doctor. I'm concern about you."

HAHA the sweetest thing. n he's not the kind who voices such easily. he lowered his voice n said it in such softness.. it melts the heart.

yes thats my little boy for me. the little boy which takes up most of my organiser space and resulting in people to mistake that name as my bf. ROFL.

i have a lot of pple in my life who cares, i realised. Thank youuuuuu!

my parents ask me weird things. super funny. they think too much.

n i watched love of siam.. its really a gooood show. super artistic. makes me think too much. i will love to quote one part of the storyyy.. but i'm lazy to google it now. =) will do sooon. super emo but super goood. if you have 3 good hours to spare with a strong buttocks.. GO AND WATCH! heh heh. i've never seen another movie with all forms of love portrayed so well.

be headdding off to port dicksooon soooon! so exciting lalalalalalala!