home sweeet home.

the feeeling of being greeeted with excitement at the dooor.. is simply priceless. haha i missed fridayy n snaff. i missed mom and dad. i misssed singapore. =) even though it was 4 days. cuz my family and friends are here. thats why its home.

n now.. i want to go back to hk too! for the food, the excitement, the fun, the shopping, the many many things to explore!!

hk is FUN! haha

who says hk disney sucks? i will SMACK you realll hard! cuz to me.. its goood! haha its clean, its queue are about longest maybe.. 20 minutes (cuz we just missed the train!). haha if not.. i think sometimes only less than 5 mins to our rides! the birds, the butterflies fluttering around.. just make the whole experience like fairyland. the parades, the excitement in the air. the romance, the cute-ness and the familiar characters. i love disneyland.

did u know ocean park is built on a mountain!! ok lar.. some of u may say its hill only.. but my legs will claim its a mountain. i almost didnt feel my leg from all the walknig and climbign of stairs and slopes larr! haha but its damn funnn!! a pity the rollercoaster was on maintainence.. i wanna go sit the roller coaster! but the abysss!!! haha its hilarious how i wanted to scream but no voice came out! haha i felt my ass lift off the chair.. i felt my hands n legs go jelly. haha the thrill.. is SHIOK! i wanna sit again!!!!

the panda looks like my snaff. the way their ass shakes when they walk, the way they take step by step, the way they eat their foood, the way they sit. for that moment.. i emo-ed abt snaff. haha n friiidayyy of course. i wanted a hug from them reaaaal bad. hahaha

n the foood in hk! whaaaaa damn goood. the prawns are gigantic! the wantons.. huge. the pigeon.. is not my fav food. the geeese taste like duck but still goood! haha i love the desserts!!! i want a shi liu shan in singapore!!

the shopping... whaaaa seriously.. i never shopped so much before. i like hk more than bangkok actually! haha i bought dresses and shoes! n many many shoes. haha 6 pairs manz. 6 pairs.

i want to go hk agaaaain! haha

n a special photo that got deleted that created such uproars. hahahhaha yes.. i will never forget what a 8 megapix camera and 2 crazy tired girls can do. ROFL.

n my legs finally feel like mine again after the four days. hahaha

n now.. i feel like travelling more! heh heh. its addictive!

I"M FLYINNNNG OFFFF!!!

in like 3hours. hahaha

bye bye singapore. be back in 4 dayys!

cyyyaaaz frenz. =)

heeelloooooooo Hong Kong!

hiiiiiii donald!

n miiiiiissssssssssses my dear friends.

n huggggs my snaff n fri.

n THANKS dadddyyy! for sending me. heh heh. or rather.. i'm sending myself n he's taking the car back. HAHAHAHA

oh my goodness. my hectic 10ddayy prog starts.

i needa record this down. hahahhaha as my own tracking records. gosh.

Yesterday i was bowling with my nephews. n marinating chicken at rah.

Today begun at 6am, with wakeboarding in early morning sun! super fun!! haha though i barely stood n my arms are aching so bad i can't open can drinks, can't open the zip to my wallet, can't carry heavy stuff.. n the list goes on. but it rawks. haha i love the early morn sun! n i actually got brown. MUAHAHAHAHA.

and i went home. to put down my bag. n talk to mom abt some stuff. i did not tell her abt wakeboarding. i wonder if she will scream. hahahhaa but i told her i was out at sea. but i think she doesnt like me out at sea. ROFL. to her.. its tsunami prone. ROFL.

n off to rah, to cab to yt and to parkway. for bbq SHOPPING! haha before heading off for the bbq! and... our bbq rawks! our cheeekan rawks! taste damn goood lar! we were almost all ready to run when the dark clouds loom but thankfully.. it was a short span of droplets before clouds got shooed away by the winnd! i love the wind today!

n i decided to embark on learning to cycle. i mean.. when else will i start if i dun start today righhht? haha despite the protesting muscles.. i challenged myself to it!
THANKS RAH!!! i'm sorry if i gave u aching muscles. THANKS YT! haha for providing those advice n extra hold! THANKS RIAN! for offering to help! THANKS KENNETH! for helping me change the gear on the bike! psss i didnt know bike got gearsss lor. seriously.

JM damn cute. wore skirt n bladed! n before i forget.. THANKS JM n RIAN for skewing the cheeekans! haha ten thousand thanks! but my muscles are beginnning to protest abt me moving them too quick all over the keyboard.

i shall end. haha i will miss a lot of pple when i'm away on those four dayyys. last call for things u want from hk! sms me!!

yawnns.

why do i feel so tired though i slept so much? i think its the way my body is catching up with those lost sleep which i've neglected.

i shld learn to prioritize sleep at a higher position.

i've been busy. work, tuition, dinners with frenz, catching up with frenz, suntanning with the girls, seafood n movies n exploring at msia, many many many things.

its the most packed holidays ever. with a lot of travelling. haha

i'm going for wakeboarding! i'm picking up sports again! i think i need to. i'm getting more n more unfit if i continue to neglect sports. n i missss doing those crazy outdoor stuff.

n i have bbq upcoming. going to hk on 22nd to 25th with jo-ah-na n her mama, an important meeting to attend on the very next day i return, singing with yt n wing at msia on that saturday, and recce at pd on sunday. i am gonnna be exhausted by monday. i can see it coming. hahaha

its non stop activities from this saturday to next sunday. wish me a lot of luck n wish me a very very strong body. =)

i'm catching up a lot with my sw frenz. which i truly appreciate a lot. school does not feel like such a facade anymore. it became more real. it became more close.. it became more home-y.

n i'm amazed how i promised twin that i will look into my views on r/s. grrrrr. yes i'm on the extreme.. its not my first time to promise such. i remembered i promise jm before. but.. it made me realise how my fears n insecurities have taken over my consciousness. n i shld relook it. i know. i think its one promise i really find it difficult to keep to.

i'll try. but.. i can't guarantee that i'll not stray into my extremity cuz its my norm, its my comfort zone, its how i visualise the path down my future.

on a brighter note.. anyone wants anything from hk?u better let me know QUICK.

hope hard that pple ard me are h1n1 freee n i come back safe n sound. =)

some excitement need to be recorded!

yes it takes 3 crazy gila pple to put something together with such great excitement! hahah its almost hilarious but i hope it works out!!!! i've never seen such enthusiasm from the organisers. ROFL.

we are crazy. but i love my crazy friends!! hahahhaa

but its gonna be one trip fulfilled if we work this out!!!!! one trip which i've been craving for since beginning of the year!!! muahahahaha.

KFC in msia rawks! the cheeese wedges.. is WHAAAAAAA! Durians on the streeets was.. a humongous add on to the already buldging tummy of mine. i ate like we starved for 2 days. ROFL.

n i napped today. after which.. I went for a jog!! heh heh. damn proud of myself. now i dun feel so guilty from all those foood from the trip. 3.5km in 28mins. i know i suck at it now in comparison to last year when i was jogging a bit more regularly. but today was a goood jog. i never thought i cld finish 10 rounds. n on top of that.. the brain was at ease, with no bothersome thoughts. just plain me, music n my body movements. SHIOK.

with the after rain weather breeeze. even better.

n i even walked friday n snaff after that. ROFL.

a day to myself feels refreshingly gooood.

surprise surprise.

noone blinked me on msn this night.

i think cuz twin's not online. n i'm lazy to blink other pple.

i cut my own fringe. haha ok my colleagues think it looks ok. so i shall be glad. n wonder if i shld trim it shorter. hmzz.l. oh well. i think cuz i can't stand the mess. hahahha cuz big bosses are in and i need to look slightly more presentable n i got interview coming up. so yes. experiment now before its too late.

suddenly i receive some swts related prog. i shall be guai n go for it. sigh. i hate the admin. they missed me out in the first email lor. this is so not the first time. irritating.

i'm going to hk. i know parents are worried, especially with the stupid flu, the missing plane, the many many other mishaps. i know the monetary value i hold, i know the reliance they have on me, i know the responsibility i hold, n i also know the personal need of space. bahhhhhz.

lets hope me n my companions will be like the majority - return safely.

pple change over time. we need to cope with it. we need to help each other cope with it. yet sometimes we feel like we are losing each other. sometimes i feel that i lose them to a higher being. sometimes i feel a bit compelled to step out of my boundaries. sometimes i wonder how far further will i compromise myself, such that it becomes me.

n thats how i lose myself isn't it. but i realise, thats the way i am.

sometimes, i'm losing myself. n i ask, do i like the change in myself? for now.. i think i'm still quite pleased with it somehow somehow. at least i'm aware of my flaws, which are sometimes strengths, n try to manage it somehow.

no matter how tough things come, i'll manage it. n likewise, i hope it will be the same for you. =) frenz who have it similar, or much worse, or feel at any time compromised. we will make it through. we somehow have made it through thus far.

thats how brainwash works. the facade which became reality.

ok stop emo-ing. tmr is another day for work, another day to use the brain, another day to get tired about, another day to spend quality time on r/s, another day to add on to incomings, another day that sparks many other things.

n tonight, is a night of jazz n rest.