LIBERTYYYY

i'm damn happy. not that its the last paper i have.. but its like.... the last of my super shiong paper. the next is reflection.. n i just found out its open book.. n i can study after my xmen on Saturdayyyy! yes i'm watching X MEN!! muahahahaha..

i watched american idol, watched project runwayyy n i wanna watch my animes and read my manngaaa.. ok that will have to be tmr. i needa sleep. i got work in a few hours! muahahahaha

i'm damn happy.

n i played bejewaled! oh my goodness. i can't wait till the actual end of my last paper!!!ahhhhhh! END END END END END!!! gosh. nitez nitez. before i got mad. muahahahahaha

Selina has BANNED herself from idling on internet and watching tv.

This is not idling, this is informing my dear friends who don't see me online. I only come online to check emails jsut in case there's urgent stuff.

if not.. i dun even switch on prince to ensure that i abide by my ban.

so if your don't see me online.. your know why la huh. i seriously got damn a lot to read up on, catch up on, study for, and cramm into my tinneeey little brain. further more.. short term memory really doesnt help. n my physical health is not really in its best.. so here i am with pure motivation (as long as it can last) and discipline i shall try to study.

I need to sustain my grades. damn it.

every semester i regret spending too little time on curriculum. I forsee it to continue till i graduate.

sayonara till maybe wednesday. at least i think its wednesday.. whenever my sexuality paper ends lar. that marks the end of all my study-able papers. or rather.. MUST study papers.

everyone.. JIA YOU! final lap to the end of semester! or even to graduation for some of you!

My snaff and friday are getting along!!

They are now friends. haha my snaff no longer fears friday. they bark at each other, play together eat together, run in and out together, greet me together when i reach home or when anyone gets home. They bark at next door neighbours (friday do it more often)!

yes and thats the best picture i've got of both of them. some have been asking me who is who.. snaff is on the right. she looks older. friday on the left. =)

one day.. i shall go dig into my external hard disk for snaff's old photos.. and show u how similar friday looks like snaff when she was younger. =)

friday reacts to her name already. friday loves fresh chicken. snaff has recovered. i can leave them home alone with lesser worriess. they pee and shit in the kitchen.. though not always on the papers.

n i still love snaff as much as ever. n now.. i'm loving friday as much as snaff too. dun worry.. i wont fancy the new and neglect the old.. snaff and my r/s is not something i will just discard. i keep scolding everyone who just sayang friday and neglects my snaff k. so next time when ur come to my place.. pls pamper the younger one as much as the older one.

its time for exams... after the special cats (where i think my mind was filled with the 2 dogs at home), the many datelines and projects, the lovely walk along bukit timah, the exercises and the excursions. its time to get serious. after my last day of work tmr.. i shall.. start STUDYING. ok lar.. one more project.. but.. i needa start cramming my puny brain with information cuz its that time of the sem.

i shall go slpppp. lets hope this sem won't be that bad.

half my ass feel painful. haha but the "asses" at captain's ball rawks. we came in third! now half my ass is rocking from that fall. hahahah but ok lar... its only half the ass. it'll recover soon! n i'm pink.. a little sun burnt.. n i got that tshirt tan line! damn. its time to go sentosa after exams to recover some lovely tanns. i miss tanning, plaing in the sea water, eating chicken on the beach, feeding the girls chicken on the beach, and reading, or sleeping, or volleyballing. ok.. I MISS THE GIRLS. i need to make a correction..

I MISS MGIRLS. =)

my pleasant surprise.

i never thought it could happen. when chek sms and said that her fren found a FEMALE SHIH TZU lost n it needed a place to reside in, my heart leaped! I've been wanting to get a 2nd dog.. n this is a pleasant surprise. tmr's mom's bday.. n she treated it like her best bday pressie ever!

so yes. i met up with chek's fren-karen, found out that the new dog is actually a very young puppy (about 1 year old) and karen found her on good friday! so karen named her friday. haha n i stuck with the name. now she reacts to "Friday!". super adorable! To my whole family, it seems as though time returned us to 9 years back, when snaff was a puppy. the 2 of them look super similar. my mom needs to take a closer look to differentiate. haha

i dun need to lar. their fur is rather different now.. n snaff have butterfly shaped brown patch on her back, friday is pure white. =) n their character.. is somewhat different. heh heh.

n snaff's a coward. so yeah.. if ur worrying abt friday being bullied.. nahs.. its the other way round. my snaff is still hiding from her sometimes now. hahaha when she first came.. snaff DROOLLED in fear. rofl. but now.. she's adjusting. i think snaff's just getting really old.. n can't appreciate dog's type of play. but now.. they are both snoring away in my room. snaff is still afriad of friday when she barks though. haha

i hope friday doesn't pick up snaff's bad habit like farting in my room. hahaha or i will just die of stink bomb!

yes last time snaff's the princess of the house.. now snaff has upgraded. she's the coward queen n friday's the new princess. haha my dad is being extra careful when he walk around and when he opens the door. its really cute. =) mom's rushing back from work to cook delicious meals for the both of them. if the owner really contacts us.. i think... he/she is gonna scold us for over-pampering his/her dog! seriously.. i think friday is gonna stop eating dry food and stick to fresh boiled chicken (ao tang) like snaff. but we can't help it cuz friday will try to steal snaff's food lar. so we just fed both. n friday's so scrawny! so my mom belief in making it a bit more stronger. haha cuz its really scrawny now!!

she was diarrhoea-ing. but now.. i think she's better lar. she's playing with toys, asking for more munchies though we have to restrict giving her, and she gets along with everyone in the family! haha even my dad took a liking for her can. =)

haha n my mom and i have been so obedient. we come home so early everyday.. or try to not go out. cuz she's not toilet trained. n plus snaff is also ill now. she's vormitting but getting better already. its her usual stuff lar.

thankfully mh let me take half day to come home early and tend to them, plus i feel bad cuz i cancelled on my proj grp mate last min on sunday. mom suddenly tells me she can't get leave on thurs.. i was supposed to play captain's ball. but now.. may have to cancel out too. gosh.

yes.. i love my dogs. =) Snaff and friday. I think i'll be super sad if we do contact the owner. but imagine if i were the owner.. i will be devastated. so yeah.. if the owner is truly looking for her, i think i'll still return her lar.

furthermore.. now friday kinda sticks to me too. she slept next to me as i was trying to sort out my notes. all spread out n comfortable. seeing her slp like that makes me feel so much better too. at least she is sleeping well, comfortable and at ease. in comparison to the first time i saw her when she was trembling and even tucked her tail underneath (i thought she had no tail lar!)!

haha yes its a really cozy sight in my room now. n snaff is snoring as usual. Friday is sleeping with head facing door of my room, curious about everyone that walk pass my room. rofl. or maybe waiting to jump out at anyone who goes near the snack tumblers. heh heh.

aha in the picture you see friday. haha its not snaff k! though she really look like sanff when she's a puppy. =)

yes yes. i'll continue to immerse myself in the happiness of having 2 dogs. friday is rather obedient. i'm toilet training her! =)

i think i'll be super sad if the owner do claim her back, so will my family. its like.. you want her but morally, you have to return her that kinda feeling. oh well.. i shall not think too much n appreciate her presence. hope she loves it in our home . =) for it is now her home too.

eyebags.

from the accumulation of assignments, last min hoo haa, many many late nights and early morning.

i thought i won't survive. but i did! with my proj group mates.. we made it happen. though disappointment did set in.. but.. ok lar.. overall... it was ok.

last assignment to rush! n hoooray. its time to read my ten tonnes of readings and prepare for freaking exams.

i wanna go korea for summer trip. but.. there's hk which clash. ahhhhhh... i wanna go for both.

ok i shld not be so ambitious. but.. ahhhhhhh like why on earth wil i wanna study during my holz right.... but.. grrr...

n yayness. i went to rtc for a visit. it means visiting a prison. n yeah.. i think.. it really just reinforces my original intention of being a ground work social worker, den gradually gear towards prison. maybe if i can.. a masters specialised in rehab first. gosh..

furthermore.. they say apartments provided etc. perfect fit into my single life description in the next 30 years. since i can only prob buy a freaking hdb flat at 35 on my own. hahahha n i think my mom finally sees that i'm prob gonna be single. haha =)

oh manz. i'm addicted to this season's american idol. rooting for danny and adam. they rock lar. haha

n i'm hooked to facebook bedazzled too. gosh. little things that amuses me. i shld start to catch some sleep, get rid of those nightmares, n hope i recover soon.

CATS on saturday. MEOWS.

i miss life.