Thank you.

when i was told abt the song dedication... it hit straight at the weak spot.



Its not that i won't let your in... its just that.. I don't know how. This treacherous journey... I just need to brave through it. without thoughts, without care.. I stomp the way. thank you for ur assurance that ur will stand by me. it matters a lot. thanks.

i believe i will brave through this.

your contribution to my beloved c905.. just made me love it even more. =) Thank you Mgirls.

我的快樂

徘了徊了走了　错了过了等了
累了倦了困了　烦了乱了冷了　都是真的
疯的想的念的　不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的　拥有的失去的　怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发宽了　你爱的音乐停了　我等着你等成了 摆设

我的你的他的　好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的　酸的甜的苦的　都还记得
非常想遗忘的　绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了　真的不想要了　只得 疯了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了　忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐　会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻　不准问值不值得
我的快乐　会回来的　离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐　会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻　不准问值不值得
我的快乐　会回来的　离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐　会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻　不准问值不值得
我的快乐　会回来的　离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的　不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的　拥有的失去的　怎么忘呢
非常想遗忘的　绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了　真的不想要了　只得 疯了
疯了...忘了

i'm nuts. i listened to the song with flashes of memories from the past. it haunts. i'm mad.. for the same feeling seems to be reflected in me n my passion. how did passion and love merge?

it drove me nuts.

thats why i've been questioning myself.

its a week of extremes. i'm in one of the other ends when i want to blog abt the happiness. i'm thankful cuz i know i know my dear frenz will help create the neutrality. Thank you. =)

jia you twin.

a reminder for myself on what i need to complete:

1: 15 rehab reports with newspaper article. 1half page each.
2: 1 rehab assignment 8-10pages
3: Sexuality readings for upcoming test!!!!!
4: Engineering project due 2 weeks from now!!
5: Advance placement case conference
6: placement readings
7: Entrepreneurial marketing project

i need to start on them! damn. how did i screw up my own planning for stuff this semester? gosh. so pardon me if i'm snappy, cranky, crazy, n stuff. this is driving me mad.

AHHHHHH

i feel like flying my organiser out of the window.

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

why did i commit myself to so many things.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

why does it get so tedious.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

it felt like i'm really catching my 2nd last breath (n not breadth) this time.

i'm having headache from this.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ok i've released it. i'm fine. i have to be.

damn it. i blogged somehting yesterday night but forgot to click publish. now its all GONE. damn it.

haha oh well.

was just saying abt how i spent vday fruitfully. tuition with boy, breakfast with parents, grooming for snaff, some reading time and tv marathon with daddy. heh heh. best vday ever!!

n i got C905 instead of G900. long story as to what that happened but i'm loving the new phone now.. or shld i say the new camera!! haha its trigger happy moments!!! it feels even better when pple randomly reiterate that it has actually quite good functions!!! heh heh.

i feed good nana nana na!

n the random marketing module i took to replace financial accounting? FABULOUS. ok lar.. its actually quite tedious but.. the project group makes everything more fun and less tedious!! yayness to the group. hahaha

i'm too lazy to put up photos here like what i did yesterday. oh well. heh heh.

my ten thousand kg of workload is waiting for me. ahhhhhhh!!

ten thousand things.

there were ten thousand things i wanted to blog abt. but i never find time to sit down n release it all. ten thousand things i asked myself.. n the train of questions goes round and round.

why is this sem so sian?
I thought placement was supposed to be a booster, but i felt like i miss my previous placement more. I thought it was going to motivate me, but i stood rooted to the floor. Maybe its only the beginning, maybe its cause I feel more inadequate even though i'm supposed to be although i'm nearing graduation. i need passion to return. where am i to find you? please keep me as motivated as before.

maybe there is just too many hands on module, i became a juggler with too many balls.

why is my phone misbehaving?
I think it needs a break. G900 or C905. How does 5 megapixel and 8 megapixel differ?

after seeing the advertisement.. i think i'm rather bought over by G900. furthermore.. its more affordable. n it looks sleeek. heh heh.

As long as I love it, it shld be fine.

now the consideration is between sexy red or stylish black. maybe the red is not as sexy when i see the physical phone. I shall go take a look and maybe let myself be bought over by the sales person. hahaha

I was haunted by nightmares. maybe not considered nightmares.. maybe more of bad dreams. I need to have a good sleep. n ease those shoulders which are so tensed my neck may get hidden soon. I need to be less clumsy. the bruise hurts. maybe i need to put some strawberries over them.

I think i need that great big hug n hoax those worries away. Let my sleep be peaceful tonight of minimal interruptions.

hope the semester will be better. less stressful maybe. or more fruitful. aiya.. anything lar. just be better.

i have yet to start on my quest to learn cycling. i have yet to tour finish those museums. ten thouand yet-to-be's.

let there be a fairytale ending, maybe.