Their hearts whom i don't understand,
I want to learn more. Those times i struggled,
I'll like to stay strong. The weaknesses i've learnt,
I want to improve. The times we spent,
I hope its adequate.

The lonely hearts, who will understand.
The things we don't know, who will guide us?
The times we got labelled, who will recognise us?
The times we want to walk away, how did we lose our assertiveness?
I wonder..

One may not be as strong as they seem to be.
Thanks for giving me a chance to learn.
Thanks for making my day. =)

Placement!

I know some of you are screaming at me to blog. but i'm just.... too caught up with placement. placement = getting placed in an agency with an experienced supervisor (n v inspiring one for me too!) to guide you in learning through practical work.

I love my placement and my supervisor.. she have hit my admiration list. INSPIRING. n taught me a lot a lot. I love her working style, love her forthrightness, love her bubbly nature. i don't know what more to say.

Then i realise how incompetent i am. so its been a lot of reflection for me. thankfully with my supervisor's guidance. n i do see a lot a lot. grateful to my agency for granting me so much exposure.

n now.. the many many boys and ermz.. 1 girl at the moment that i see. haha i love the clientile group. they make me so nervous, so uncertain and so happy! n i just want to learn more. I struggled, and think and even have concerns that i wanna find out more abt to address. It makes me more keen on writing thesis. yet.. my results never fails to disappoint me. grrr.

I'm thankful for my clients. though i worry i'll screw up their life. yet so far.. they gave me the chance to learn, just by being themselves. i think they don't know how impactful they have been to me.

n yes.. i learn some interesting stuff abt myself. do u know i'll laugh sometimes after a sentence? i didnt know that. but i'll laugh after a sentence and i think sometimes it is to cover my feelings, like nervousness. I need to be more aware!!

i am considering my honours year. less certain abt dooing it den before. n yes.. its because of the grades. i'm fine... i just need time to think it through.

will i return and work at the agency? i think i might. afterall, its the reason i came into social work. n i'm enjoying it. but i really feel inadequate. i do want to learn more.. maybe at fsc. on the ground level n hone my communication skills.

i want to be as pro as my supervisor and lecturers! =) n yes.. i know i'm a workaholic. but i love it.

no photos nor videos to entertain. just plain old me and my words.

n will prob take sometime to blog next.

i miss you all!