opportunities.

when they all jump at u suddenly, you suddenly hope u can grab them all. n along with it comes many many responsibilities.

sometimes i think i am dumb for subjecting myself to so many responsibilities. but its how i work. sometimes, i am just weak and nod.

but this time.... its passion. adoring, enjoying. lets hope it does not compromise my school work.. for that is still (supposedly) my utmost priority.

Why do i have so many soft spots? its just compromising on myself. oh well...

once nod, one shall not ponder since it does not help. just look straight n storm through all of them. somehow it'll work out fine.

i hope.

The Law of the Garbage Truck

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place
to dump it. And if you let them, they'll dump it on you.

When someone wants to dump on you, don't take it personally. You just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. You'll be happy you did.

So this was it: The 'Law of the Garbage Truck.'

maybe this will help me make better sense of my nick. haha

project 6.

Jiamin bday,jo bday, char bday, wing bday, yt bday, rah bday. not to forget the mini projects in between.. emily's, angela's, olivie's, mira's. gosh.. did i even miss out any? it becomes so predominant in my life.. i even forget my dear little girl's one. gosh.

maybe thats why i refuse to join arts club nor nussu. These yearly events are enough to keep me busy. furthermore they come in a blast.. from mid sept non stop till mid nov. and with all those freaking sch work, term papers, mid term test and proj datelines that runs hand in hand, sometimes i marvel at myself.

i know i like to keep myself busy, its an illness that i can't cure myself of. but sometimes, i do wonder.. did i just suffocate myself? for bdays.. i guess its cuz i want to do it. thankfully with help from everyone else... but sometimes.. just sometimes i wished there were more initiators..

all these assignments and projects and lectures and readings, every1 screams for CRITICAL THINKING. i used to think i think too much but now i really think i haven thought enough. when so many more insights are flushed down ur brain, where ur heart pumps extra hard so the knowledge will be absorbed faster and figure out ur own opinions. its all about YOUR opinions, which others will den further categorize as junk, good try or wow. of cuz we're all working towards the wow..meritocracy. so now we're being made to think much more about certain things and it makes me wonder if there are some who thought too much. so when do one judge if they should think more or stop at their thought? its all subjective.

so when it come to academic stuff, we should think more till the brain throbs and throbs. as for other times.. maybe we shld just zombed. maybe thats the reason why most academics are socially unsound. how to be socially sound when u think too much? we think others are weird when the weirdest ones are us.

i'm getting illogical again. so pls ignore. i just needed a place to vent or the blood will gush up my brain n bust all the bubbles of rambling thoughts in there, resulting it thought clot.

ooh i got mio tv. n realise they have a lot of shows where we can buy without stepping out of the house to rent. so next time can choose to come my house n tv marathon, picking up titles off the tv. how cool. prices range from 3-7 per show i think. there's drama too.

the ordeal will sooooooon be over.

my brain will find its ease in the skull.

my distractions.

haha guess what tops the list? FaCEbOOK. rofl.

yeah i love my dragon in there thats why. hahahhaa ok lar. i love my snaff more.

i'm gaining weight! all those buffet but its all damn good!!!

than good working environment, good colleagues, good bosses.. i wonder what more can i ask for? haha ok lar.. stability maybe. oh well.

joined a society, learnt to shop online, celebrated many many bdays. which means.. A LOT OF MONEY SPENT. hahahahha driving is put on hold.. studies need to be tended to first! gosh.

my main concern now.. is studies. mid terms aint doing well... i think. gosh.. i dun want my cap to drop. haiz.. but sometimes things are not within our control and luck... is not always on our side. i just hope luck is on my side!!! i need it.. a lot a lot.

am trying to catch up with many many frenz.. trying trying. give me a bit more time.. i'm still adjusting. i'm always adjusting. n yeah.. i'm always busy. hahaha reminds me of what serene said. oh well.. i shld go busify myself.

JIA YOU!