the volcano erupted.
usually i will think such inability to control temper is bad n be the neutral party. but in this scenario.. i really can't see myself as neutral. my heart has already taken sides. n i don't hide it. I hope she learnt a lesson that is essential if she does want to progress to be a leader in the future. but such things are not easily learnt.
as for now... it will be difficult to gain our respect and trust.
for i totally understand how another echoed back that once the trust is breached, it is almost impossible for us to bring it back to a higher level. i just hope reputation is not sacrificed. as for me.. dun worry. i usually sleep and forget abt it. haha ok lar... i won't forget everything.. cuz the emotion is something that will be engraved. but yeah... i wont let it bother me. she's not worth my attention. i have better things to tend to. but if she hinders... i might be that next volcano.
oh well. thats more than enough energy waste on her.
bidding started. my nightmare. i hope shuning gets better soon. i really need to sit by my comp this sem to get my modules right. browsing n trying. its all down to luck already. haha oh well. uni is such tough life.
i feel like cutting my hair into short boyish hairstyle. shld i? maybe its too much anime... or just too tired of long hair n feel like getting a change. at most can grow back mar.... n at most look damn ugly for a yr.. or at most look like a boy which i'm pretty much used to being boyish n all. maybe i shld go to the hairdresser n ask for opinion. haha den i better go to a good one. so far the ones i went to.. will prob discourage me from cutting i think.
i love lazing ard at home. gosh.