loner.
diverse networks marks my circle of friends. Frequently meeting friends, acquaintances along corridoors, at shopping areas - almost everywhere. Indeed it is refreshing to see familiar faces wherever you go, others view it as popularity. To me, it just makes the world less strange superficially.
From one who dreads being alone to enjoying the time by myself. Maybe because i no longer find another who knows me almost as much as i do myself, or more. I still enjoy the comfort of conversations and fun with all my close friends, but something else just made me thought harder.
The extrovert Miss Popular can actually be the most lonely of them all. I realised that I have reached the point where almost noone knows what exactly is really going on in my life. It used to be different pple knowing a little of me, but now... i really wonder when was the last time i truly self-disclosed. Somehow, i seem to find it difficult to self-disclose and bury myself behind the pretense of books.
I'm seriously not in depression or anything though many may think this sound like i've gone mad. On the contrary, i've been a rather happy girl with minimal worries. at least i think i'm happy. Guess what? twin.. i miss u loads. i realise the last time i really properly had a heartfelt conversation with some1 was u and it was eons ago. i guess i'm just missing a lot of my really close relationships with frenz.. a lot.
N i really enjoy the company of the library, or maybe i just got used to it. N i'm seriously enjoying social work classes! just feel a little more responsibilities edged into me thats all.
so i was bored from studying n surfing youtube for mtvs. den i came across something meaningful. Then i thought that at this point of time, who cld i dedicate it to? n i thought for quite long, to realise that i cld not at this point refer it to any1 for the present. in the past, i wld have a list.. n now.. its just Snaffee. for whom many will not pass her for the fact that she's not human. but she's human enough to me. =)
陪你等天亮
作词：徐世珍
作曲：陈界维
编曲：Mac Chew
许慧欣&潘玮仪-陪你等天亮
眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头
你说我很棒
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你知道我多傻
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕
比赛看谁早一点学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞
然后分享那种喜悦
有你在身旁
嗯……
People blog to self-disclose, to find out more about themself. maybe thats why i enjoy blogging so much such that it went on for.. 3yrs.. or is it 4? haha. i still regard many of u as my close frenz! really. i think i just miss every1 too much.
The real loner is me.
diverse networks marks my circle of friends. Frequently meeting friends, acquaintances along corridoors, at shopping areas - almost everywhere. Indeed it is refreshing to see familiar faces wherever you go, others view it as popularity. To me, it just makes the world less strange superficially.
From one who dreads being alone to enjoying the time by myself. Maybe because i no longer find another who knows me almost as much as i do myself, or more. I still enjoy the comfort of conversations and fun with all my close friends, but something else just made me thought harder.
The extrovert Miss Popular can actually be the most lonely of them all. I realised that I have reached the point where almost noone knows what exactly is really going on in my life. It used to be different pple knowing a little of me, but now... i really wonder when was the last time i truly self-disclosed. Somehow, i seem to find it difficult to self-disclose and bury myself behind the pretense of books.
I'm seriously not in depression or anything though many may think this sound like i've gone mad. On the contrary, i've been a rather happy girl with minimal worries. at least i think i'm happy. Guess what? twin.. i miss u loads. i realise the last time i really properly had a heartfelt conversation with some1 was u and it was eons ago. i guess i'm just missing a lot of my really close relationships with frenz.. a lot.
N i really enjoy the company of the library, or maybe i just got used to it. N i'm seriously enjoying social work classes! just feel a little more responsibilities edged into me thats all.
so i was bored from studying n surfing youtube for mtvs. den i came across something meaningful. Then i thought that at this point of time, who cld i dedicate it to? n i thought for quite long, to realise that i cld not at this point refer it to any1 for the present. in the past, i wld have a list.. n now.. its just Snaffee. for whom many will not pass her for the fact that she's not human. but she's human enough to me. =)
陪你等天亮
作词：徐世珍
作曲：陈界维
编曲：Mac Chew
许慧欣&潘玮仪-陪你等天亮
眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头
你说我很棒
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你知道我多傻
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕
比赛看谁早一点学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞
然后分享那种喜悦
有你在身旁
嗯……
People blog to self-disclose, to find out more about themself. maybe thats why i enjoy blogging so much such that it went on for.. 3yrs.. or is it 4? haha. i still regard many of u as my close frenz! really. i think i just miss every1 too much.
The real loner is me.
