i'm updating! good news!

haha i've seen my april schedule. i love it. in comparison with the current 1.. its so much better! i'm glad that i'm converting to part time.

its not that i dun enjoy work at levi's thus my conversion.. but seriously

I miss my friends. a lot a lot.

i've had enough of having them trying to compromise with my schedule. i've had enough of them screaming about the evil levi's. i've had enough of having to miss all the fun during gatherings. i've had enough of feeling all lathargic when i finally get the chance to meet them.

and i need the time for dance. yes.. ballet progression into the intermediate exams. shit. i've got lousy pointe work, lousy techniques, no muscles and full of flabs. congratulations to me. thus its time for self intensive training.. once i've given myself enough slack time. haha n it means i'll have more time to actually catch up on life.. like ANIMEs.

but conversion also means less income. so if ur know of tuition deals please let me know. i'm teaching lower pri and secondary. preferably maths. ooh n good part time jobs too. i need the money. haha

so thats all folks for now. 1 more week to my freedom! next sunday is OFF day! the beginning of my garden of eden. heh heh. hope it lasts...

1 more week.

ups and downs.

i collected my results.
we collected our results.
so there were satisfactory faces, faces of relief,
disappointed faces, depressed faces...
n i cant tell where mine lies.
but i know where my heart lies.
along with those disappointed souls.

my little birthday wish for all of us,
i still cant tell.
its not fulfilled entirely n i believe in witholding
for sharing now will spoil its spell.
birthday wishes of mine never disappoints me
n i know it wont.
but it takes courage b4 luck can interfere.

so here i am spoilt with 2 favourites,
social work or psychology.
which 1 suits better?
i have no idea.
for now after submission
i can only wait and hope.
like every1 else.

economics brought B
litereature an expected C
Mathematics displayed lazy C
General Paper was a surprised B3.
So Gp allowed an elated me.
grades that settled an uneasy heart.

irritated while trying to make my choices
but thankful for my great fabulous friends.
million thanks r not enough to express my gratitude
i treasure them. i love them.
thanks for going through ups n downs with me.
especially d reality nightmare of mine b4 my results.
merci.

let me keep this ambiguous. i hope i have time for details later.. but now really am too tired to provide details. all i can say is i went through rollercoaster rides of extremes emotions. n seriously, like i told dyk, nothing can beat not having snaffee with me to go through the collection of results, of just not having her here with me as part of my future. Losing her was my worst nightmare. yes say i'm over-reacting but the sense of loss was so great it made mom n i so depressed. i'm just really thankful she's found, i thank the kind souls who took care of her. will try to update soon.. i'm on a little task to finish a little project. if completed i hope it will cheer a sad soul up. =) for all who are disappointed with ur results, dun stay disappointed but move on k. u know i'll always be a sms away despite levi's.

busy me.

ups and downs.

i collected my results.
we collected our results.
so there were satisfactory faces, faces of relief,
disappointed faces, depressed faces...
n i cant tell where mine lies.
but i know where my heart lies.
along with those disappointed souls.

my little birthday wish for all of us,
i still cant tell.
its not fulfilled entirely n i believe in witholding
for sharing now will spoil its spell.
birthday wishes of mine never disappoints me
n i know it wont.
but it takes courage b4 luck can interfere.

so here i am spoilt with 2 favourites,
social work or psychology.
which 1 suits better?
i have no idea.
for now after submission
i can only wait and hope.
like every1 else.

economics brought B
litereature an expected C
Mathematics displayed lazy C
General Paper was a surprised B3.
So Gp allowed an elated me.
grades that settled an uneasy heart.

irritated while trying to make my choices
but thankful for my great fabulous friends.
million thanks r not enough to express my gratitude
i treasure them. i love them.
thanks for going through ups n downs with me.
especially d reality nightmare of mine b4 my results.
merci.

let me keep this ambiguous. i hope i have time for details later.. but now really am too tired to provide details. all i can say is i went through rollercoaster rides of extremes emotions. n seriously, like i told dyk, nothing can beat not having snaffee with me to go through the collection of results, of just not having her here with me as part of my future. Losing her was my worst nightmare. yes say i'm over-reacting but the sense of loss was so great it made mom n i so depressed. i'm just really thankful she's found, i thank the kind souls who took care of her. will try to update soon.. i'm on a little task to finish a little project. if completed i hope it will cheer a sad soul up. =) for all who are disappointed with ur results, dun stay disappointed but move on k. u know i'll always be a sms away despite levi's.

busy me.