Pay Day!

I'm so excited. jo is very excited! n i bet every1 is extremely excited. haha

Wonder how much i will receive.. waiting for 12am.

good life or bad life lies totally during that time.. the determination of my hardwork.

hope n hope.

cause i want to get a jacket, 149.50. a pair of jeans.. undecided abt which pair, 3 belts as gifts. maybe i'll stop there n wait for new stocks to pamper myself. maybe jeans will have to wait. but jacket.. i think its almost a must. freezing workplace. haha

i cant say i love work, but neither do i hate it.

some are much preferred over the others.

life.

Christmas eve.

haha some how... i dun really feel the spirit.

ok this yr, christmas = work. haha but i do enjoy work lar, so its ok even if it meant full shift. talk abt work, twin says "you can talk an eskimo to buy a fridge"... i think he's exaggerating. haha but i'll take it as a compliment. I just enjoy seeing my customers going off with the stuff they like n what they look good in. seiously, as a salesperson, if the customers dont really like it n dont look good in it, i wouldnt like carry on persistantly persuading. haha but i like serving customers, i'm mad.

Jaimes makes me realise that the importance of product knowledge when he said that it seems more professional when the sales person knows about their product. haha I will have to thank my colleagues, seniors and supervisors for my fast pick up of the product knowledge. Stressful but i'm glad they make me remember and is strict with me when i dont.

seriously, its a joy to see customer buys something i like. cuz i've no money to get it, i like it when another looks good in something i like. heh heh. ok i'm mad.

oooh n i met char + rah! a little shuffle of schedule from jo but we managed to me up too! haha thanks for all the lovely gifts! i love the halter, n i'm gonna make my toes orange on xmas. photoframe is going to stand somewhere obvious in my room after i pack up, and the choc went into my tummy that v day! haha as for the earings, i'll wear when i feel yellow-ish! haha the handphone chain/key ring from muee will be attached to my wallet or hp.. but i'm just afraid that i might drop it cuz i'm super rough. maybe it will go with my keys. haha i love all my frenz n i love the presents they got! =)

i'm glad marian totally love her pressie.. it is indeed so difficult to find something for u! n i hope every1 else love their prezzies... haha esp char. damn funny how we keep forgetting. my gosh. hope rah doesnt get too irritated with my voice. n mokey can monkey around. haha i shall not carry on cuz i'm not sure if the rest saw their presents already.. like YT. haha hopes joyceh is filled with love and dabai gets her fill of bananas. hope dhanesh enjoys the luxury of choc and the little shoe. haha so many hopes for xmas.

hmz.. shld i get the giodano burea(ok i forgot what it is called again! but i think this is it. char correct me k)? haha but i'll look freakin kiddish in it.. n weird. my gosh.. ok.. shall reconsider about that! haha

Merry Christmas!

welcome to MY p.o.v. (Point Of View)

its stressful, i knew it would be. i enjoy the environment, i truly do. somehow, not all always provide a feeling of comfort, and there sure is levels of different communication. i guess mine and theirs, are just totally off.

i'm not saying that i hate them, i just get irritated by some- ok.. one actually. i get intimidated by another, and clueless about the third.

irritation: due to hypocrisy, highly obvious and i know i'm not the only one irritated. she's straightforward, n i'm ok with that.. but perpetually boasting and being full of herself is another story. a pest in trying to eavesdrop (which is actually so obvious). as time goes by, u just realise more irks.

intimidation: I know i'm always blur and confused about things, but i really mean "sorry" when i said it. i have no idea why i always make countless of mistakes whenever stuff is related to him, maybe its pure uneasiness/intimidation. he makes me feel guilty all the time, n as guilt builds up, i fumble even more. grrr... but it is my fault in committing all the mistakes.

clueless: sometimes i dunno if he's teasing or really irritated with me, i hope its the former n i can tell its usually the former. he's nice but sometimes he makes me fear as well. n our conversations = wrong channels perpetually.

however there are those who makes me feel welcomed. n i really appreciate them, they make my life easier and happier. at least thats what i feel now, i really do not want any more fox tails to peep out, or life will be a torture for me. billions of things i hafta learn n i'm glad they are there to guide me, lighting up my path.

Some customers make my day! its v encouraging when customers actually turn back and personally find me to thank me for helping them despite another who settled the cashier. its even more encouraging when 1 actually returned n became my regular! he even brought his friends and all bought stuff! n a host who actually returned when he told me to hold on to his jeans! well, with these customers around, even a tough day lightens. the smiles returns.

oh well, nothing is perfect. i appreciate the happiness, shall learn from the stress. others can hate me n bitch about me, i'm not perfect. i'm sorry for my flaws, and i really am. i tried to be more careful, but sometimes trying isnt enough. i appreciate those who understand, Thanks.

thanks for those who drop by and visits. ur bring me smiles. i love my friends! =)

cheers.

Chocolates.

there should only be one serving at a time. not because it makes pple fat, though that is also a very good reason for having only 1 serving, but because there should not be marginal diminishing of returns when tasting the fragrance of chocolates, especially high quality ones.

i love chocolates.
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and chips
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and close companions
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and MAHJONG.

haha =) they make the whole world beautiful.

ooh btw, did i tell u about the extremely charming customer that my colleague and i served? he's the most charming guy i've ever seen, with nice smell, and nice small ass. he's the kind of customer who makes ur day wonderful, despite all the bad things that happened. the kind of guy who seems like a prince from one of those fairy tales. haha why doesnt singapore produce guys like that? den again, if all guys were like him, then it wouldnt be appreciated isnt it. haha

full shift tmr.. AGAIN. oh well.. i can just hope for this kinda customers to make my day again. heh heh.

I hope somebody likes her xmas gift. that blur sotong. u know who u are. =P

nitez nitez.

Levi's and friends.

I felt so sad when my friends (er hemz.. u know who u r) went "Levi's stole our friends!". I feel bad actually, really bad. And i really miss them. Thats y i love off days even if it meant less cash, cause thats the only time i can meet up with em all for a good shoppingchatting and catching up sessions. And i really do appreciate all of them for dropping by and waiting for my break so we can spend some quality time together, and really sorry if it also meant staring at me gobble food. I love my friends.

And there are others whom i have so much difficulty trying to meet up with, friends who are also working for levi's especially. late night conversations are limited and many of em have many other commitments as well. Plus i cannot drop by on my off days now cuz i'm busy running all over seeking for the right xmas gifts, for each individuals. I think i'm sharing a few gifts but please pardon cuz i really dun have time n the only appropriate gifts i c are really EXPENSIVE n i'm broke, even if i only take almost 1 meal a day- which is quite common.

almost 1 meal = 8am eat 2 slices of bread + 6.30pm eat 1 full meal. And i lose 1 kg from that. haha but today's off day make me gain everything back. oh well, my parents feed me well. heh heh.

my mom is nice, she's giving me my full allowance for this mth, if not i can really eat shit. Xmas shopping makes me broke. i've spent close to $100 on it already. n i still have not finished. time for me to greet starvation. plus i wanna get new hp and change plan by end of this mth. n my colleagues are STRONGLY advising me to go for some makeover shit, they think i look like a small girl. Trust them that my image will change under their persistant persuasion.

I miss twin.

Thanks Dhanesh for dropping by and the sweets!!! btw do drop by sometime n let me know b4 hand cuz i got a small xmas gift for ya. really something small but hope ya like it! Daddy, dabai, xiaohei and dino, we all must meet up again so i can give ur xmas gifts and xiaohei's bday celeb! make it soon pls! as for my other fellow levi's dears, await a surprise. =)

damn, i just spilled my orange juice over my stuff inclusive of my CALCULATOR!! freaking shit. this is my 3rd calculator that needs to be replaced!! ARGHH! stupid careless me.

ok, tmr full shift is changed to night shift. but i'm gonna go do some xmas stuff. nitez nitez n i miss every1!

white xmas.

work.

wow.. i spent most of my time in heerens now! never been busier than this before! but its fun! seriously.

what began out as upsetting and disappointment is slowly changing everyday, on the positive side of course. haha when i first walked in for work, shock about the beng-ish outloook of colleagues, my lack of knowledge n confusion about handling things almost drove my colleagues up the wall... AND they were playing one of my most hated songs- crazy frog. u get what i mean.. cuz i dun usually HATE songs.

haha but now... i'm numb to it manz. cuz my supervisor so happen to like it n none of us can do anything.. except try to play other cds more often. haha but i respect the different tastes and preferences and admitting to it. =)

ooh n my first day practically killed me. so much stock to count n i was so clueless. haha now.. i can proudly say i know quite a lot. just that i'm still blur n i can never get the series no. right when finding the items in towers of messy jeans.

ooh n my colleagues are v nice now that i know them better. conclusion: always look beyond the outlook of pple. n customers always amuses me. haha the different kinda pple who likes different types of jeans. the irritating browsers (i'm not referring to all.. some browsers are actually rather polite and nice, others can be a nightmare), these include pple who refuses to understand that the folded items are on display and keep flipping up all our nicely folded jeans to look, some who obviously have no intention to buy but insist on trying everything during our busy hours etc.

well there are nice ones who are extremely considerate and comes back during hours where we can give em more attention. but overall.. there are MORE nice customers than the nightmarish ones.

but work gives me butt cheek aches and sore soles. climbing up n down ladders n standing for hours! but its fun doing this kinda things. n the times when theres no customers, its filled with chit chats and trying out jeans ourselves (all in the reason of getting to know our products better, which is true!) haha.

btw, my schedule:
December, noon:2pm-10.30pm, full: 9.30am-10.30pm, morn: 9.30am-6pm
date day shift
1 Thurs Noon
2 Noon
3 Full
4 Full
5 monday Noon
6 Off
7 Full
8 Full
9 Off
10 Full
11 Noon
12 monday Noon
13 Off
14 Full
15 Noon
16 Noon
17 Full
18 Noon
19 monday Noon
20 Off
21 Noon
22 Full
23 Off
24 Full
25 Full
26 monday Noon
27 Off
28 Noon
29 Full
30 Noon
31 Full

yeapz.. thats how busy i am. hope to cyaz every1 soon!

take care.

Flashes.

Gradnight...

flashes from chinablack. the night flashes away in a sec. a night that each of us want to relive.

I wanted to get photos to tell the story of the night. but.. i did not bring camera that day! so... PLS send me the PHOTOS everybody!!! =)

Cover looks was interesting. photo shoot was even more amusing. all the stupid poses photographers want u to do and to enhance ur look. i never felt more twisted.. other then during dance sessions. haha cross 1 elbow over the next, look straight, look left etc etc. wow.. basically i just hope the photos turn out good. 2 photos, picked by photographer.

Hotel room is great place to slack. n rush to dress up for grad night. haha pretty everybody. wing with her semi corn rolls (i think thats what u call it) looks like a beautiful dancer who just finished her dance! n with the jacket, she looks super mature n cool! n there's yt who looks simply enchanting. her skirt gives her a type of grace which i dont usually see! add a smile to it n poof! enchantment. Rah n her purple gown.. n FUNKY hair! haha she looks.. purplish gorgeous! Char have the look-at-me-i'm-hot style! and Jo came in her I'm-funky-n-stop-staring-at-my-legs style! tokkie looks graceful in her reddish sashes! basically, everybody was so gorgeous they make me think if i shld turn les! haha just kidding!

ooh i forgot the guys.. imran looks funky! i like his detachable tie! n hari is hilarious lar.. burnt his clothes while ironing. manz... haha n for once jaimes actually looks good! Ranjan looks neat and dinesh... STILL WEIRD! but better than usual. haha

n there's joyceh who is stunning! Angel impressed every1 with her new look! KJ who looks really good! and the MISSING da bai. hahaha she's gonna get it from us!

i can just go on and on and on. every1 was fabulous!

I WANT THE PHOTOS PLEASE! than i can show off all my good looking friends! heh heh.

Ooh and chinablack was interesting. eh.. virgin clubber, DUN LAUGH! haha every1 have their first time n just that mine came extremely late. =P i think the lights were cool n makes u feel high. but sometimes creating a headache. i like how it artistically slow down people's movements. haha Every1 was wild.. er hemz. inclusive of sarah who was sleepily wild. Char was semi-drunkly wild. tokkie has interesting dance style and the rest were simply cool-y flaunting their steps!

btw, never go to clubs in high heels. i danced for abt 3 hrs in heels. n my feet almost died. haha and always find backup plans when u go to club underage. ask Jaimes n dinesh manz. worrying but funny how they got through. haha.. our class "babies".

ooh n i met jud there at the club. it was nice to just catch up though on top of our voices! haha n she sure look pretty cool now! being experienced clubber! =)

I like how we returned to the hotel and Char, Yt, Hari + me go to 7-elevans in search for foood! haha n from there it led on to sitting outside 7-elevans just chit chatting! Hari in his simplistic but hilarious statements/replies. damn funny! ooh jo joined us after she met erhemz and we actually sat there till 6+ b4 we returned to the hotel to feed the rest. haha but they all knocked out by then already lar.

n we all woke abt 7+. the night seems to have flew by in a flash.

We went home after breakfast with the every1 at LJS. than Yt, Rah, me and Yt's sis met again at tampines anticipating HARRY POTTER!!! haha this is what happens when all ur frenz are watching it with bf and only the few of us manages to find time at awkward moments. we only had an hr of slp, but we pulled through the movie k! haha n sorry rah for all the simulations!

the movie was rather ok EXCEPT for the beginning! what happened to the quidditch game that i love?!?! world cup was only shown for like a split 10 sec introducing the players!! grrrrrrr......

its been a few hrs n i'm missing everybody already!!! haha

meet up soon again k! t9-ers..CHALET!!

warmth.