bee loves me, i'm sweet.

i'm the luckiest. ticklish feeling on the knee *sweeps* n its still there. grr.. SLAPS! looks down at the fingers and a yellow striped bug greeted me. argh! i saw it buzzing off n looked at the stinging 1mm long black needle with a tinge of yellow that was caught on my leg. congratulations to me. i was selected by the bee as the sweetest basketball player ard and it decided to bestow onto me a beautiful souvenior, its ass.

immediate reaction was to pull it out. the stinging n prickling feeling circled ard the teeny red spot. nerrissa our first aider + manager took me to alkaline d leg, n coach passed angel the yr 1897 hydrogen peroyxide n joyceh got me the chrysanthemum! my wonderful experience. but no worries every1! i'm fine! really.. i cld shoot after that n now the tingling, pricklish and stinging sensation has all disappeared. juz dun press on it n its fine!

somehow most of the team are injured. joyceh fell as well as the j1. daisy almost sprain n many were MIA. tiredness greets me, i cant help falling asleep in class even if i really didnt want to. the eyelids juz gets heavy and collapse. oh well.. i needa catch up on work. many things to do.

mokey feel free to call me when u needa talk, no worries abt wakin me up okiez. pig pig i think we needa reschedule study sessions. octo-puss.. there will alwayz be another chance, cheerioz okiez! bird bird.. i love the vball cheer! haha so ur did win rite?! twin... enjoy ur after exam relaxation! n remind me what i hafta pass to ya ok?! n couz.. thanks!! j2 is a killer yr! but no worries cuz i'll survive! haf u sort out what u wanna do at nus? n when does nus starts? take care every1!

Pillars

It started to drip
Tingling sensation flows
The difficulties of holding
Layers, layers of built structure.

Standing in the midst of rich n poor,
The mediocre
So fresh and young, a
Teenager. responsibilities plunged
Right onto the supposedly straight, strong columns.

How will u define strength?
What appears may not be absolute accuracy,
Strength proclaimed may actually be
The weakest. reliabilities constantly
Questioned, tested and posed on the sturdy.

The concrete was asked
"Do you want to do it?" but architects
Always find their way to
Yes. accountability of ones life
Was never freely awarded, especially for the tough.

Trickle of water crawls down the support,
It desperately tries to absorb
But sponge no more. the load weighs
Heavily onto, the feet trapped.

Impassiveness as eternity, yet nothing is infinity.

PaRt TiMe NeRd

yay! i caught up with my maths tutorialz! many more to go. sorry if ur c me less online! no longer 1 click away.. but no worries.. cuz i'm only 1 phone call or sms away. kekez take care every1! all be part time nerd with me! me! me!

sumhow i got california fitness 2 weeks voucher..needa collect tml. rach izit u?!?! haha cuz ur the only 1 i know who goes. hmz.. thanks aniwae to d angel who "bestowed" it onto me.. cuz i think i do needa burn sum fats away.. if i can find the time. take care every1!

Your Power Color Is Orange You live in the fast lane. You love action, risk, and competition. You're spontaneous, enthusiastic, and persuasive. But you're also easily bored - and love to rebel against structures. You resent rules ... as well as people's attempts to control you! What's Your Power Color? Take This Quiz :-)

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

aim: nerd.

fantastic awakening call on the 1st day of sch, what other den having "o" and "f" greet me. whats next? figured too much play is bad for grades. too much bball takes away concentration during proper times. mind away on venus of dance. focus selina.

fear 1: mom to pull me outta bball or even sch. fear 2: bball trainings. fear 3: can never achieve the standard of dance i desire. fear 4: the whole heaven to fall flat on me.

optimism, save me.

move, move towards the area of nerds. welcome me into nerd land. i'm on my way. after the bball season, i may juz decide to turn into a full fledge 1. play too much. slack too much. time to make up for it. or i may lose my goal, my ambition, my hopes. A-A-C. i can do it, i hope.

restriction on anime. time to heed home after sch on early days. Do NOT idle around in sch during free time. Every minute is precious. CaTch up on my school work, esp econs and maths. compile my own lit notes. ReAd. less time on msn.

wish me luck. i'm nerd.

3dayz.

what a blast kl was! the team bonded and we are no longer JUST teammates. We r a whole grp of pals who understands each other more n became closer! what distance?!

bus rides were exciting. with melvin ard jay zhou filled the environment, n now i know another who self proclaims jay zhou while the other who sings it non stop. but it was fun! the girls n melvin occupied the back part of the bus most of the time n there were sudden burst of ktv for short moments time to time. n i can now recognise the guy team pple! haha whole load of funny pple!

the nights were always till 3am. mulan 2, mini mahjong set, dancing along while watchin save the last dance with angel, "quick n easy" mart to get food n vodka plus not forgettin sharing the room thats rather sensual with joyceh! though we alwayz only get to slp for a miserable 3 hr. yet it was loadsa fun! i miss the nights already!

eryan amuses us with her ever so blur frequency, alwayz hanging out with melvin! Even the bus uncle thinks their together! haha but of cuz not. debra n joyceh realise that they were the most compatible shopping partnars while i love shopping with angel! kristin n daisy were funky companions who really enjoys themselves with each other! n deborah with her funky pose on the bus! angelalalalala whose luggage prob increased by 2 folds! n grace with her cute facial reaction n nerissa too! n kj wore the sponge bob shirt! haha n how can we forget the pumping outside the bus at the kl 2 tallest towers as we were 2 mins late. but all was fun!

matches. daisy improved! i am so proud of her! n angel too! i think its one of the best we have every played, really going all out. though 2 matches in a day was a killer, but at least we perservered. joyceh defence is improving too! n we are all learning fast! hope every1 keeps up n constantly improves. n thanks to my new shifu -brock for teaching me bball centre skills! n melvin for our prep talks! haha

well..colours are now not only added to my life, but to my body. haha lets c... 1 purple, 1 black, 1 patch of dark brown, several artistic lines n scatters of pain. pain till u lose conciousness was a sensation i never knew, up till wed. have u ever felt so much pain all over ur body at a go that ur behaviourism was unknown to u, that ur legs decline u of strength, that ur arms were wild, that ur mind was no longer urs. frustration overtook the stable mentality bit by bit. balance was not possible.

i knew myself. laid down n rested for some time. let conciousness flow back into me, let my body rest, let me recharge. subconcious took the role of comforting and calming me down. only it can do the comforting successfully in such a short time. regained the lost self. i was sane. sorry for all the trouble, sorry for the worries. pain is my greatest fear, n also the greatest enemy to my stable mentality. my tolerance is the lowest when it comes to pain, agony.

another new position to learn, that of forward- dribbling. i need to increase my shooting accuracy, 45 n 180 degrees. i need to run fast, run so fast that it feels like a racer car raced past u. i need more stamina, that i can run for hours to rid the leopard after me. adding more responsiblities onto myself. sacrificial of break time frm next week onwards, at the same time diet. hit 2 birds with a stone.

tired. minimum 1000 word literature essay to write.. but theres 1 of my fav topic - psychology as 1 of the qn.. so hope it is not that difficult. i cant remember the other homeworks.. oh well.. expecting more scoldings.

blogging time.

been a looong time since i last blog.. but was too caught up with cts.. which i am most likely going to fail. but oh well.. its all over.. n enjoying the time b4 the release of the results r all that matters for now! =)

n after cts we had a blast away immediately with tokkie.. where we made her lost in far east.. b4 shooing her off towards home where the surprise awaits her! all went well n it was a funky surprise! with twin n mat n jaimes n char attempting to blow up the erhemz... n manz.. that was my first time c-ing the actual thing n had to hold it with the bear.. yucks! but for the sake of tokkie.. its all worth it! kinda tired to go into details now.. read frm others blog okie! sorry abt that...

n how ironically we were all whispering for our 2nd surprise bang for twin! n how amusing it is to receive jaime sms early in the morn of 4th march reminding me "today is the day!" that was amusing! hahaz. but thanks to jaime for the success of our surprise! read twin blog for more details to what we haf done.. but dun think he was dat detailed aniwae! glad we cheered u up twin.. cuz really didnt wanna ur big day to be wat u supposed it will be "suck" but i'm glad that it was great after our cheers! kekez.. n it was fun makin u a powderpuff boy! =) hope ya enjoyed the day! kekez

n not forgettin the dinner at german restaurant n surprisingly only the apple strudel caught my attention! hahaz.. surprisingly i was really full after it.. even if it was a small piece! n neva will i forget the thumb game ever again.. it can be so stressful when u haf a 1 litre german drink right in front of u waitin for ya.. n like.. 10 beady eyes waitin in eagerness to sarbotouch ya! but it was fun.. though almost embarassing! n jazz rawks! though i saw sum1 whom i really wasnt glad to c.. n he had to tell another in sch abt c-ing me n how i was hiding.. but oh well.. cant be bothered aniwae. hahaz.. more impt thing is us having fun.. n twin enjoying his bdae.. so sacrifice is worth it! hahaz.. be honoured twin!

ok.. life is going to be evolving ard bball.. not say its that bad but sum things are really annoying.. juz glad that at least its fun with most! enjoying their company.. but i'm like deteriorating in my shooting n all.. but oh well! btw.. did ya hear abt my new shoes!! hahaz.. i love it.. black.. yesh again! but i love black.. kekez.. n my sizE! though not seasoned yet! n i'm so broke after that.. lucky mom is nice n gave me extra.. or i'm a starving kid! kekez..

hope every1 is glad with their chi results.. n rah rah muz cheerioz ok! all that matters is to pass.. uni doesnt require a detailed results but a or pass! so no worries! cheerioz!

*yawnz* wonder y i'm alwayz so tired recently no matter how early i slp.. oh well.. snoozing off.. shall update soon. n i'm leavin for kl soon.. wish me luck.. n bon voyage so i will not die there or sumthing.. hahaz.. in case i do.. juz wanna say i love ya all! =) take care every1!