busy. learnt.

yeahz.. been training and prep for matches n lookin for job.

lets juz sae.. bball is another complicated affair. importance of teamwork n understanding. its juz not as easy as i wish it will be. but the match was rather ok.. lost as i've predicted but it wasnt that bad.. at least we wasnt that far off.. n we all tried out best... good job every1! but we needa train together n practise more!

think i needa run more.. train stamina to last 4 quarters of 15 mins or more. needa train speed so i can cheong fast break. needa shoot more frm my fav campsite. needa know how to bang my way into underbasket. needa get rid of my phobia, change it frm fear to experience. need to try more techniques to land n let my feet find proper space. need to practise to jump higher n hover in the air. maybe instill jumps of dance into bball.. that mite help. i need dance lessons. 11th dec.

as for the rest.. maybe i'm trying too hard. juz take 1 step at a time n wish for the best.. sumtimez i really am not the "nice" 1.. i juz understand frm different perspectives. understanding can be so difficult. we juz cant satisfy every1. i tried.

tried lookin for a job but up till now.. to no avail. i desperately need money. no movies, no pool, no life. usually lunch is the cheapest thing i can find.. like 25 cents ice cream. yest i ate beehoon in unity sec for 1.4 n with egg plus veggie. rawks. so dun worry.. its not alwayz juz 25 cents ice cream. i think i almost mastered resisting temptation like watchin pple eat n not eatin.. n the best thing? i dun feel like eating. dun feel like takin much now.. save money n can lose weight.. hit 2 birds with 1 stone.. but can also be a double edge sword ehz..

sl 65.. i'm eyeing that phone. the more i look at it.. the more i love it. how.. shld i gif it up for x500.. shld i? shld i... maybe i wait till nex mth n hope the prices drop to 300 plus.. now its 428 with contract n all.. wish.. wish...my xmas wishes doesnt seem like its gonna cum true. constantly missing. hate + love it.

cheerioz to my sad sad fren who may not be reading this. sumtimez sad n hurtful things may not be negative.. it may be a blessing in disguise. it may altogether be a good thing. love=emotions is irrationale. i learnt. every1 deals with love differently. hoping n wishing for happiness to those whom i love is how i choose to love. no matter what their choices are, if i find reasonable i will definitely encourage, if i find weird or bad i will encourage for another alternative n reason it out, but still wishing them the best. i wish mom n dad all the best in their choices at work.

my classmates n this yr in itself taught me loadsa stuff. to manage activites, to be more enthusiastic, neva to hide my true emotions, alwayz let the person know a good compliment, dare to ask, showing of concern towards family, capacity to love, seek n encourage. i love t09! i love d frenz who taught me that! i love the apparently goods n bads of the yr. love and hate are v strong words.

i almost haf no life. living only in memories n others desire. i learnt.

i saw a lime green volkswagon CONVERTIBLE new beetle in town todae!!! was so shagged n tired but c-ing it totally lit up my dae! it was so cool n funky!

the top opened, revealing a rather young guy, spiked hair n polar shirt, inside the beauty. my head followed the swift motion of the gorgeous 1, my dream car. the 1st so far that i haf seen ard on the roads. it rawkz!

basketball, MAD, and cough plus sore throat n now- flu.

training.. 4times a week. i joined the "are u MAD" pple.. mad referring to Making A Difference. n the cough plus all the sickness found me despite me being lost in all the busy activities. the mad is gettin more interesting day by day workin with angela, kj, leonard n kaden. not to forget the funky leaders there like yumiko!

depite being so busy n all.. there is fun in all the busy stuff larz.. hahaz.. security is super funky with walkie talkies, scenarios and even finding the bubble(bomb)! fake 1 larz.. but super funky! for i've found the first when i was juz jokin with kaden abt the balooon being the humongous bubble n the actual fake bubble was left near it! hahaz.... den the great achievement in fundraising with the 4 of them.. not forgettin how we remembered coach teachings of DROP STEP being used for fund raising! juz adds to more laughter!

i went to cut hair todae... classic bob.. looks kinda funny but i think the hairdresser did a great job! loadsa effort n all.. wanted layered but hairdressers strongly recommended the classic bob so ta-daa...! hahaz.. oh well.. save me the trouble trying to think what i shld cut aniwae.. n hair will grow real soon ritez! hahaz..

mite be sum time b4 i nex blog due to tight schedule.. yeapz.. take care every1 n enjoy ur holz! n those who are free.. drop me a call so we can go out n catch up! despite busy schedule i will definitely still find time to meet up with all my good frenz! take care!

tight tired schedule.

the uncountable fun, the unforgetable moments, the priceless reactions.

the past weeks haf been full excitement and planning.. burfdaez.. baking... calling up pple.. all in prep for yt n sarah bdae party! i'm really tired frm it all but all the effort was worth it for 2 great frenz! n a good opportunity to catch up n all! hahaz.. loadsa fun!

i shall leave the rest to tell abt the events in their blogs of sarah bdae surprise. too tired. eyes 1 mm apart.

training seems like itz gonna take up most of my holz. i needa brush up on shooting. bball ani1? juz drop me a call. i needa catch up with loadsa frenz.. but it means more planning.. n i'm so sick of planning. oh well... i shall gather frenz soon.

i need new hp. i need new haircut. i need new clothes.

my hp is like.. dying on me. hangs, shuts off unnecessarily, hang up my calls when i'm halfwae speaking etc etc. i think i shld get sl65, or x500. it all depends i guess. but now.. most importantly i needa money for all these to happen. save save save n save. shld cut down on my food intake.

yawnz. i needa slp! take care.. n good luck for a's pple!

Missing In Action.

sorry every1... i know i went "missing" for a week or so.. but thatz cuz of all the baby sitting.. responsibility.. but here i am.. n itz time to meet up n catch up n haf fun cuz its the holz.. but i haf bball n dance.. wanted to get job but guess the busy schedule just isnt gonna allow that to happen.

housework n late nites haf been draining all my energy away. plus the series of events.. fun n laughter can too be tiring at the end of the dae.. hahahz.. but i still love it larz..

i'm such a fantastic low experience love consultant. oh well.. hope things work well for the couples who faces prob.. wishing that every couple will be sweet.

meanwhile.. juz wanna meet all my frenz.. haf fun n all... den again.. the holz looks so busy but so empty. *shrugz* i'm becumin more n more contradictory.. OH NO!

i needa new phone.. almost desperately. settled on 2 phonez so far but caught in a dilemma. shld i get a phone that shows my name or one that fits into my small hands? sumthin that i'm still pondering abt.. i rather like both functions.. itz juz the design i guess... choices n opportunity cost.

its time i start to work on my studies all over again. dread.