emotionz-> tired.. but everything seemz so sweet...
Therez so much going on.. training.. training n MORE TRAINING! i'm abit suffocating.. not that i dun like training.. but sumtimez i realli need abit of fresh air.. but no worriez.. i will still go! hahaz..

matches aft matches.. first itz yjc.. den srjc.. den vjc.. in 3 consegutive wed.. den got cip fer nike one on one.. on 18th n 22nd.. but it is comforting to know.. i haf palz who alwayz find time to arrange their schedule to fit mine so we can meet up.. the little celebration that they realli take the effort to plan.. they make my dae!

training in d rain.. bakin in the sun.. n the horrendous cold weather is totally wearing me out.. i'm so totally freezing most of the time.. lookin ard fer sum warmth.. lookz like i betta get a nice thick sweater..so it can hug me tightly and gif me comfort..haha lookz like i shld add it to my list of thingz to get...

my classmatez r damn comical.. changing of uniformz (like mark n imran in ij pinafore?) hahaz.. den there was mark turning communist n junyi lookin like a smart ri guy.. how we found cheap thrills to irritate "baldie".... n on going burfdae songz.. toufu/touhuey?.... fact of the dae.. almost everydae class outing.... hahhahaz.. the list goes on n on... fantastic bunch of peepz.. n realli lighten up my tedious dae! hahahaz... sorry peepz dat i alwayz got caught up with training.. den cannot go out with ur.. den alwayz slp in class cuz i seriousli am quite tired out by the training stuff.. haha... ohz..by words of "baldie".... we not suppose to sae sorry.. PAISEHZ! hahhahahhhahaz

many upcoming events
clogging my schedule to the rear
thus my endless rant
cuz i'm craving to see or hear
just give me a short little moment
n u will hear my silent cheer....

seemz as if fate did it altogether
yet obstacles gather
stuck i am rather
so some1 pls tickle me with a feather
before i start to weather

emotionz->smiling thoughtz....
firstly.. Happy Chinese new yr every1! hope ur enjoyed d holz.. well.. i certainli did enjoy mine.. hahaz... in fact.. itz 1 of my bez cny..

funny how thingz turned out juz 1 dae b4 cny.. met my oi frenz.. gosh elton look damn different.. haha "hyena" was what willy described him.. hahaz.. the noon spent together... den left fer home.. but sumhow fate brought us all (willy, simon, jm n me) back together in the nite.. all over at my hse..funni how the nite been.. how slpover consist of slping.. n funni thingz occur.. hahaz

sumhow cny itself was special.. instead of the usual stoning i get.. it was actualli fun.. wanna catch the laz samurai but no tix.. sumhow ended up gettin vcd n spent the nite over at my hse watchin vcd.. which was fun! hahaz den the nex dae had relatives over.. n nitez went to frenz house.. stayed fer a short while n got hurried back....

yest had work.. met new frenz.. n went to catch midnite movie "laz samurai" with jm, simon, ming heong n jeffery.. hahaz the show was good! at least it is to me.. n the gurl actin as Taka DAMN CHIO! hahahaz... n got home bout 3+ 4..kenna abit scolding but not that bad larz.. den todae went to relatives hse n now back home...

somethingz i dun understand
thus looking ard fer an explanation
sum1 pls give me a hand
n enlighten me abt the relation.

warmth received
care noticed
unforgettable experience
bringz about reliance.

d timez spent together
has made me wonder
the missing elements
is "it" a sentiment?

emotionz-> embraced by sweetness...
1 wk.. juz slipped pass me silently.. timez when i had to drag my heavy feet to dance class.. n wakin up when the sun shinez through my little windowz greetin me mornin on sundae so i can groom my little beloved snaffee.. the mon n tuez were tedious.. but i pulled through the torturous training and energy consuming dance classes..

well.. tues began when i started to have strange feeling.. neva felt it fer a long time.. n neva been so strong b4.. its scary how our emotionz work.. n yet it was beyond our control.. but yet my stubborn character refuse to relent...

surprising how wed crept in.. going round the track 16 timez with my legz moving in a faster cycle.. (though 16 was like 6 in the morn n 10 in the noon).. prickling feelings in my leg muscles.. the miscommunication within the team.. the little celebration aft the tedious training that brought so much joy to the small grp of hungry atheletez.. craving for the little bit of "delicacy".. n like little chimpanzees that havent seen food in several dayz.. their little fingerz slipped to the little cake.. n pinched.. like hygiene was neva known.. but it felt so good.. felt so good when i receive a short little msg.. :) n the conversation that we neva wanted it to end... till homework was left undone n i haf to turn in...

this v dae.. my noon spent at mc ritchie with my class.. the neva ending energy n perserverence seen in my classmatez was simply marvelous.. the feeling of making the finishin line was fantastic.. i love my class.. met up with simon fer dinner.. he took me to eat prata at jln kayu.. saw 1 of his frenz.. n got a free ride home.. haha cuz the fren drive marz.. v paisehz.. hmz..

Itz juz another poem

Meaning to be hidden
Is any1 going to get it? cuz
Simply the loss of communication
Shall lead to d rise of emotion

Yet i do not comprehend, no
Or izit within? cuz
Unusual is the feeling

emotionz-> undescribable feeling
cuz itz mixed with happiness.. confusion.. tiredness.. but actualli more of happiness! hahaz.. yeahz.. lotz happened in my life.. itz a new yr.. with new frenz n new class.. many stuff happened n all..

my class is great.. fantastic! seriosli! i luv my classmatez! hahaz.. we had loadsa fun together! frm tues dragon boat.. to wed finale + mass dance n performance..youth park.. than thurz at the sch lib.. n todae walkin frm far east to ps.. den back to somerset! hahaz.. the guyz treat me like guyz.. which actualli made it easier fer me! hahahhaz.. though alot of funni thingz happen cuz of that!

on top of all these gettin to know each other.. bonding stuff with my classmatez.. my life moved to another phase.. that brought me to confusion.. abit lost at whatz gonna happen.. but at the v same time taught me alot.. guess thatz how life is like.. aft clearing one obstacle.. another one appearz not long aft.. hopefully i'm doing the right thing.. by juz following my feelingz.. hopefully...

i hope every1 is doing fine now.. with all the meetin new pple in the new yr n all.. though itz gonna be difficult but i believe u all will cope well with the changes! i mite take sum time b4 i nex update.. my updatez might be vague.. but pls pardon.. when so much is changing.. i dun like to tok abt it too much.. but no worriez.. this time is happy changes.. at least it is fer now.. take care every1!

emotionz-> filled with fun + happiness
hahaz.. i like neva had so much fun in my entire life lorz! juz loadsa fun! hahahaz

Wednesday
haha morn got dragon boat.. quite fun larz.. though dunno pple there.. hahaz.. den went to kj house fer lunch n took cab down to spe watch the guyz team match against smu.. we lost larz.. cuz smu damn pro lorz.. got this no. 11.. PRO! he rep s'pre fer Asian freestyle.. den he like.. DAMN PRO! hahahhaz.. impressed by his move! den went home fer shower b4 going to simon house there fer bbq!

thurz
this time the bbq diff grp of frenz.. but then v nice n frenli larz.. haha actualli alot is his frenz fren so he also didnt know... cuz itz his fren bbq.. juz that itz at his house! haha.. den like they bought 9 bottle of heineken.. n share it larz.. den we got bbq.. play daidee.. n he got me mudshake (this 5% liquour kinda stuff) cuz i told him that was the onli 1 i like amg all the drinkz.. cuz taste more of milkshake.. haha but i also cldnt finish.. onli managed to drink half.. den he finished the rez.. haha n of cuz i didnt touch the heineken.. thatz y he got me the mudshake.. but my head already abit thumpin aft half bottle of mudshake lorz! we wanted to count down but when his fren call the clock line.. itz already 12.01 n 9 sec.. so cannot larz... reached home abt 1+ by cab larz..

den wed morn woke up abt 8+ cuz nephewz larz.. hahaz den went shoppin fer stuff with parentz.. den simon, jiamin n sis came at abt 2+.. den eat lunch.. mom cooked curry n stuff.. den in the morn when we went to ntuc.. she was like.. get lime juice.. get coke.. get 7up.. cuz can mix with liquor.. *sweat* hahahaz.. den like when simon came.. she got this large cup.. n pour 1/4 gin(a type of 40% liquor) n mixed it with lime juice.. den simon was like eye brow raised.. aft he finished the 1st cup his whole face red lorz.. den we went to play mahjong.. n he was like stoned.. though he deny larz.. but can c he blur blur 1.. hahahaz.. den aft he finished the 1st.. mom poured another cup.. this time mixed with tonic drink.. den he was like.. "ok..." hahahhaz.. den he realli turn red siaz.. den when dinner came.. my mom came out with RED WINE!! n he was like "die liaoz" that kinda look.. hahhahaz.. n of cuz he got another big wine cup.. den we got small 1.. haha wahz..my 1st time drinkin red wine.. take 1 sip.. den simon laugh.. cuz my whole facial expression distorted.. quite bitter with abit of sweet.. got nicer as i took few more sipz.. hahaz..

Fri..
todae morn woke up fer sch lorz.. abit heavy headed siaz.. aft all the red wine n all.. ahahaz.. den met yt! realli missed her siaz.. orientation was quite fun.. in og 1k..temp og.. den facil is khaili.. n this other gurl.. fergot her name.. hahaz.. quite fun! my grp also quite ok larz.. not that bad.. hahaz.. den rach gave me x mas prezzie! this pouch which she knitted! DAMN NICE LORZ! n i was abt to go out lookin fer new pouch.. haha THANX RACH! i realli love it!! realli sweet of her.. rach! i owe u urz.. fergot to bring todae! hmz.. den bro paul let me change my subject combi.. i was like almoz OVER THE MOON! hahahhaz

den aft sch met up with simon n his fren ming cong.. at least i think his name is this.. cuz simon keep callin him "siao ar".. damn funni.. wanna catch a movie but didnt haf the show they wanna watch.. den went to walk at cine.. den heerenz.. den went spinelli cuz simon got this "1 fer 1" voucher.. den like they ordered den simon wanna share with me cuz i sae dun wan marz.. wahz.. den i take 1 sip.. he start to luff again.. cuz my face distorted! hahaz.. cuz like the coffee damn strong lorz! n i dun take coffee! kekez.. den he went to get ice water fer me.. hahaz.. we sat there fer awhile.. den walk to far east... den walk walk there again! hahaz.. damn fun shoppin with them larz.. den ate at ramen ten.. den shop ard again.. den go home.. hahahaz..

hmz.. my mom v farnie.. ask izit simon n i becum bgr.. of cuz not larz.. we like good buddy siaz.. den tml we gonna go escape! hahahaz long time neva go play liaoz.. laz few time go also with nephewz.. quite restricted! haha so tml.. go crazy siaz! hmz.. i juz realise i like almoz everydae out with him.. haha no wonder mom mistaken.. but seriousli.. we gettin much closer.. more buddy den eva.. n i enjoy his company siaz.. cuz click damn well.. ahahz.. aniwae i gtg liaoz.. damn late larz.. or shld i sae.. damn earli larz.. hahhaz.. sorry peepz if i not able to constantly update or cum online.. hahaz.. but mizz ya all lotz! take care every1! n happy new yr!