emotionz-> had loadsa fun...
hmz.. haha i dunno.. life is like slowly passin dae by dae.. filled with happiness.. n i'm enjoying every minz n sec of it.. even if it was waiting alone fer frenz.. sittin alone in the train n all.. i juz luv everything thatz going on now.. hahaz

sundae...
hmz.. earli morn mom went to frenz house to help with the wedding stuff larz.. think cookin n all.. hahaz den i took my nephewz to clarke quay.. itz like me n 2 mischievious monkey.. but lucky on that dae they were quite obedient.. hahaz had loadsa fun with the 2 little monkey cuz filled with innocence n all.. hahaz.. dey saw the bunjee jump thing n got scared.. took them to the macz den took them home.. hahaz.. den noon went out with simon.. haha went to bugis to meet him.. den collect stuff frm his god sis.. den went to dhobby gauht get ticketz to watch sound of colourz.. haha cuz we got the 9.10pm show.. n it was like.. 7? haha so we walked to lucky plaza.. den played arcade there.. haha damn fun! was trying to play bishi bashi.. the music game.. where 2 of us try 1.. den played time crisis.. hahahaz.. den went to eat macz n walked all the wae back to ps! c we pro ritez! haha den got ju-on 2 adz.. like damn nice but i saw the ad like damn scary! haha den he was like.. we shld haf watch that manz.. can scare me.. hahahaz the show was ok larz.. not too bad.. but neither was it fantastic.. yepz..

mondae..
hmz.. i was all over half of singapore in 1 dae siaz! went to meet simon fer lunch.. cuz he at first didnt wanna cum out.. so i go drag him out larz.. not good to miss lunch marz.. den went to tampines to find emily cuz she sae leg pain.. kekez.. actualli my legz also achin but not that bad larz.. den went to find her n walked ard.. hahaz.. realli fun n enjoyable chattin! den took neo card.. damn cool siaZ! hahahaz.. hmz.. den she gif me x mas prezzie damn cute! dog shape paper/card holder! hahaz not itz sittin on my comp table top! kekez.. look abit like snaffee.. den i frm tamp went to sengkang.. meet simon fer dinner.. haha den he went to find his fren "singsong, tok cok n play mahjong" at starbuckz.. so sat there with them.. then we tok abt sch n all.. hahaha had fun larz..

tuedae (todae)
yest nitez got sms frm kj sae todae muz go sch.. den i woke up earli n went to sch lorz.. den met bro paul n supposedli stay fer sum facilitatorz thing.. den like they playing water gamez n we dun haf change of clothez.. but cuz phil there den we wanna stay.. wait fer phil to buy lunch n all marz.. den wait until i slpt at canteen.. slept think 1 hr lorz! was that tired.. hahhahaz.. den in the end cancelled the order.. den went to meet gelica in town.. ate at marche.. hahaz nice chattin with her.. den went with her to lib find her history stuff.. n saw yt n rach!! hahaaz.. funki siaz! haven seen them fer sum timez! kinda miss yt.. but guess she hafta finish her hw.. dun wanna distract them.. den went to tanjong pagar to find simon.. cuz he wanna look fer hp.. den todae learn alot abt hp siaz! haha we went to tp to find.. den walk n walk alot! haha keep going into hp storez.. den he wanna buy samsung e700 or x70.. but got 1 haig.. erz.. cannot rememebr the brand larz.. but quite funki! hahahaz.. den ate at kfc n all.. hmz.. den we took bus 73 cuz he wanna change bus at my house the area marz.. den met his fren at the bus stop cuz his fren live near me.. hahaz.. yeapz... todae is damn fun!

hmz.. tml still got dragon boat in the morn at kallang cuz of the facil stuff.. den noon the guy team got match.. so going to watch.. den evening going with simon fer bbq.. hope it will be fun though awkward cuz i onli know him marz.. hahaz.. but so far i meet his frenz all quite funni n frenli.. so shld be ok.. except that moz of them smoker larz.. so thatz the onli bad pt.. hahaz.. aniwae i gtg liaoz.. damn tired.. nitez every1 n hope every1 enjoyz the laz few daez of holz! *actualli i not long ago den realise this fri start sch lorz.. hahahhaz*

emotionz-> so lack of slp but so much fun!
hahahaz.. ok.. on wed i blog in the morn when i woke up.. hahahz.. so here i am to blog more.. tell ya more abt the xmas i had..

wednesdae..
went to hougang mall with mom to get sum baking stuff cuz tried to bake brownies.. which failed larz.. haha dunno y but it was too soft n wae too chocolaty.. haha dun expect too much frm me larz.. but at least it tasted gd soft.. hahahaz.. den i met jiamin n went to simon house together! hahaz.. went straight to the bbq located near his flat.. den bbq until ermz.. 10+ 11... haha quite fun though initially quite awkward cuz i onli know jm, simon n 1 of his fren(da niu?) hahahz.. den got his parentz there summore.. even worst.. but later on.. it was ok larz.. i bbq until my whole face red k.. den stupid simon laugh! idiot lehz! hahaz.. den jm n me went up to his house.. we were the laz to leave larz.. den got waterboys.. so we all sat n watch.. hahaha den we saw his photoz n stuff.. n hang ard till 1 plus 2.. haha den jm n i shared a cab home.. simon dog damn cute lorz.. pomeranian.. i think 1/2 snaffee size n weight.. 1 hand can lift.. but damn adorable! hahahaz..

thurz...
hmz.. oh yeahz! thurz was x mas dae! ok.. on wed we fergot all abt countdown n all.. cuz all too shag larz! hahhahaz.. den x mas.. actualli got no planz 1.. but simon called me go kbox with him + daniu? + daniu gf.. jm got work so cannot join us.. hahaz.. it was loadsa fun lorz! haha den daniu gf sing alot manz! den they took beer n all.. cuz we took the adult package.. den nite went to eat dinner n all lorz.. daniu gf lost wallet.. damn sad.. got 70 plus..

fri..
hmz.. fri got wedding dinner.. but arz.. got lost siaz!!! cuz i met simon fer lunch n all marz.. den take him tea cuz he sick marz.. n my mom cook extra.. so met him lorz.. den went to meet him at his work place there.. den went to clarke quay.. haha walk ard.. play at the arcade.. den abt 6 we start walkin to find the weddin dinner place cuz supposedly near clarke quay.. but we juz cldnt find the place.. den we walk frm clarke quay to boat quay back to clare quay! walk like siao manz! den onli managed to find the place at abt 7.30 plus larz.. it was like aft alot of callz.. askin ard.. den walkin frm bright sunny dae to drizzling to raining heavily to stop raining lorz! hahahaz.. den feel damn bad cuz he sick den he still have to accompany me walk so much! realli feel damn bad.. n tell him go first he also dun wan.. den weddin dinner was ok larz.. alot of stoning lorz..

sat..
which is todae.. went to meet ij-ianz earli in the morn.. all late larz.. den went to jud grandad house.. got pool n all.. hahaha we had log cake.. den had gamez.. truth or dare n stuff.. loadsa fun.. n had steam boat.. long time neva catch up with them liaoz.. hahaz.. but todae head abit heavy cuz lack of slp.. this few daez juz keep wakin up at nite.. den slp darn late.. like 3+ or 2+ kinda stuff.. hahaz.. suppose to go sherlyn bbq.. but too heavy headed.. den simon came up to my house cuz my mom sae gonna treat him.. haha den he came up.. played with my nephewz n eat dinner.. hahaz.. den left to meet his frenz! haha he juz got this embassy card den ask me if i wanna go! hopefully mom allowz manz! he sae damn grand n all! hahahaz..

yepz.. thatz abt how i spent my x mas! loadsa fun.. ok.. i know moz of the time it was with simon larz.. n fer those who doesnt know.. he juz my realli close buddy k! haha but it was loadsa fun with him n all! hahahz.. hmz.. i needa go off now.. gotta baby sit my nephewz make them go slp! damn tired.. will try to update as soon as i can k.. haha sorry abt all the lack of elaborationz cuz i realli gotta run n go make him slp b4 my mom screamz at me.. hahaz.. enjoy ur holz rite till the end k! btw.. i realli sorry that i neglected alot of u.. esp those whom i alwayz chat online with cuz i've been out till late at nite recentli.. loadsa sorry! hope to chat with ya soon! take care every1 n haf fun!

emotionz-> all happy stuff fer xMAS! hahahaz
itz x mas eve todae! MERRY X MAS EVERY1! cuz i going to simon house fer bbq tonite so wish ya all a merry x mas first k!

Sundae...
went to angela house! hahahz.. her mom prepared lunch fer us.. den yt n i reached first.. so we ate first cuz doggy(edwin) n sister(michael) n teddy (guan chee) were late larz..haha but when they came.. SCARY! angela mom cooked 8 cupz of rice.. think yt.. angela.. her bro n her mom.. n me.. add together onli 1 cup.. den the rez arz.. the 3 guyz finished it all! siao 1 knowz! den plate like mountain full of rice! hahaz.. n we played ps n all in angela house.. den went to SPE fer bball.. haha damn fun larz! though i was in slipperz.. n had to walk moz of the time.. kekez.. but realli enjoyed myself!

mondae...
haha got trainin in the morn.. den went to meet aileen fer lunch n saw Yuanbin! haha her bf larz.. they damn sweet lorz! damn happy fer aileen cuz finally found sum1 who realli dotez on her.. n arz.. Yuanbin damn lame n farnie larz! hahahz.. now aileen also damn lame liaoz! it was nice cuz i 1st time c him.. but den managed to "click" quite well lorz.. n we were playin with aileen camera like siao.. hahaz.. the 2 of them realli damn cute! den yuanbin keep "scoldin" aileen ben4 ben4 de4! hahahz.. the lunch was short but splendid! realli glad to see aileen manz! haven seen her fer mthz! hahahaz.. n she got me a scarf n pencil case fer x mas! haha n i wanna buy pencil case knowz! itz like sum "telepathy" thing cuz i neva tell her! hahahha not bad our "telepathy" still intact! den we went to watch the guyz match at RP.. lost larz.. but they played well fer last quarter.. guyz team muz jia you knoez!

tuesdae...
haha yest had training with the guyz team.. i ran 2 rounds fer warm up cuz i know if i push myself animore.. my legz will gif wae.. cuz yest morn legz damn wobbly.. den we mix ard fer bball match.. yt+kj+benji+chok+me was in 1 team larz.. haha damn fun.. though i suffered alot of injuriez.. but nvm.. still fun! hahahaz.. den we had our pot luck..there were so much food.. until i bao si le! hahahhaz.. tell u all arz.. aft know chok arz.. his quiet image all gone siaZ! hahahaz.. like he ask angela n angelina fer namez.. den he ask me.. den aft he sae.. why all na na na 1.. hahhaz.. den he actualli added.. i also got na.. i nabei.. or kanina.. wahz.. i almoz pengz manz! hahahaz.. but damn farnie.. him n benji put together can make me laugh like mad siaz.. den got water bomb game.. haha shit manz.. yt actualli smash the water bomb at me.. den stupid angela go throw another!! hahahz.. den i all wet larz.. but moz poor thing 1 is angelina.. cuz brother aimed 1 at her.. muz be damn hard.. cuz brother strength damn strong one lorz! serious.. i experience dunno how many timez liaoz.. hahhahaz den brother+angela+yt came over to my house play mahjong daidee n blackjet.. hahaz.. mahjong i got win sum.. den play daidee.. i lost all my winningz in daidee siaz.. i sux at daidee manz! hahaz den blackjet.. ok larz.. hahah overall.. yest was loadsa fun! hahahaz

yepz.. thatz abt all that happen since sundae.. though alot of detailz left out.. but den like if i write everything.. my fingerz will be sore frm typin! hahahaz.. later gonna meet jiamin aft her work.. den go simon house fer bbq n all.. haha dunno what time i will play until.. itz either b4 the last bus.. or until the nex morn.. either that or i gotta take cab home siaz! hahahz.. ok.. later i gotta try bake browniez or cookiez.. with my mom help of cuz.. hahhahaz.. :P pple muz enjoy ur holz.. n MERRY XMAS! haha will update more when i nex cum online k.. aniwae if ur wanna check my chedule.. check my last entry.. n sorry gelica dat i cannot go on fri.. maybe morn or noon i still can make it.. but nitez,.. i already promised my mom i will accompany her.. sorry.. n emily.. when u free to meet? needa pass u ur prezzie.. cyaz peepz.. n i still trying to org mahjong sessionz fer 29th -1st.. gimme sum time k.. cyaz!

Steamboat personality test
TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in orderand not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.
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emotionz-> haha real tired but realli happi!
haha firstli sorry fer not bloggin n readin pplez blog fer sucha long time! cuz i've been out recentli till v late den not able to cum online! hahaz..

haha den wed went to courtz with mom to get new microwave oven that can bake n all.. she sae nex time can bake stuff fer frenz marz.. hahaz.. den think she got this new bed stand fer me also.. i dunno cuz i left her halfwae fer dance.. aniwae we did contemporary fer ballet on wed.. DAMN FUNKI N NICE! but thurz training i can die.. leg pain like siao.. especialli right calve.. shit. fergot how to spell that.. aniwae yeahz.. but i still managed to train larz.. hopez it get well soon so i can move as i wish kinda stuff..

den thurz aft training went out with benji angela yt n phil fer lunch! damn fun! haha did abit of x mas shoppin with yt also.. cuz x mas cummin n haven got loadsa stuff.. sorry peepz if this yr x mas prezziez is like not fabulous but i realli broke larz.. sorry! hmz.. den thurz nite went to meet mom at parkway to put the lucky draw stuff n took her to eat katong laksa.. hahaz..

yest.. had match against scgs.. lost larz.. by lotz summore.. think i was juz lousy yest.. onli managed to catch one rebound den my leg like crackin on me.. so hadta tell coach to swap b4 i make more mistakez n all.. legz juz didnt allow me to charge like b4.. guess i realli ill treat it.. but ARGHH! hope it can be as active as b4.. but yest match was kinda disastrous.. scgs was ROUGH! hahaz.. n we got lotza miss passes.. sianz.. aft match went to eat lunch with angela.. yt.. n the guyz teamz peepz.. n u know what.. it was yest that i realise.. CHOK IS DAMN LAME! can die siaz.. hahaz.. the whole cj bball team all damn lame siaz..

aniwae.. met simon n jia min in the evening.. jiamin make me go home n shower den cum out againl.. so yest i was like one moment in far east.. d nex in heerenz.. den suddenli in suntec.. den back home.. n down to ps.. hahaz.. den we played arcade fer awhile cuz dunno what to do! DAMN FUN! hahahaz.. played bishi bashi together.. den sum pair game.. den simon played daytona n taxi game., den we watch.. den we went to try the tamborine machine which vicky tried laz time! MANZ IT WAS FUN! haha though hands damn pain aft tt! and plus look like monkeyz jumpin abt! ahahaz..

den we went to lau pa sat to eat dinner aft that.. simon ORDERED ALOT! we spent 40 buckz plus fer food yest manz! haha siao siaz! den cannot even finish.. den we split the price.. ahahz.. got satay.. stingray.. bee hoon.. chickin wingz.. n sum yew tiao salad.. hahaz.. n 3 of us onli... almoz bao si le! hahahhaz den we walk to boat quay.. n got pestered by the clubberz pple to go in.. but we didnt larz.. haha den walked down to clarke quay! saw sum caucasianz tryin the bungee jump thing! damn SCARY! hahahaz..i c also scared siaz.. den we carried on walkin till we saw sum buskerz.. doing sum fire stuntz! fANTASTIC siaz.. we stayed there n watch the show! hahahz..n b4 i know it.. itz already 10 plus! hahahaz.. damn tired aft that but it was so much fun!

aniwae nex wk is x mas wk.. think u peepz will c me less online.. hopefulli i can cum onine n all.. ahhaz
sundae-> angelaz house
mondae-> morn training, noon help mom with pot luck food, nite meet aileen fer dinner
tues-> morn training + x mas party, noon go k box with bballerz
wed-> x mas eve! haha out with emily den nitez maybe go simon house fer bbq den go out party whole nite (my mom actualli allowed!! hahahaz)
thurz-> x mas dae! maybe party whole nite since eve.. den go home n slp.. hahaz..
fri-> wedding dinner to attend
sat-> morn to noon got xmas party with ij-ianz, nitez got bbq at sherlynz fer bdae/xmas
sundae-> my onli dae of break! hahaha fer now not booked...
mondae-> out with emily
tues wed n thurs.. -> MAYBE COUNTDOWN AT MY HOUSE!! haha at least jiamin wanna mahjong sessionz.. on one of these daez! hahahaz.. yet to be confirmed every1!

sorry fer the sudden long entry.. but u know.. itz cuz i dunno when i can cum n update liaoz.. hahaz.. n if ur wonderin where i am.. can refer to this.. n feel free to sms me n all k! hahahaz.. den easier fer me to blog when i nex back! hahahaz..


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You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
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I did it in 28 seconds.
I deserved a B!!
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emotionz-> very tired..
haha physicalli.. not emotionalli ehz.. cuz yest morn had training.. den nightz got bbq with ij sec 4/5 peepz.. haha went there with half my energy.. den arz.. i spent so much of energy trying to help to start the fire with palz.. n like mixing ard.. hahaz dat my energy level died down quite faz siaz! hahahaz.. by 9.. i was like.. SHAG.. den every1 cld c that i abit die off liaoz.. hahahhaz.. realli enjoyed the bbq.. though i was damn shag n all.. hahahaz.. had loadsa fun.. had sum alcoholic stuff n i am realli a bad drinker.. took like 1 small sip of sum 5% milkshake type of alcohol stuff..n think the food also got abit of alcoholic stuff.. den i was abit like.. off.. hahhahahz.. manz.. like lose focus.. hahahz den todae morn. like abit giddy.. but not that bad arz..

almoz cldnt get up todae.. but so proud of myself cuz i did in the end.. went to sch damn tired n when i'm damn tired.. morn wasnt that gd! hahhahaz..sorry to all bballerz who had to face my extremeli bad/black face n c me throw tantrum.. but i realli cldnt like control it cuz i was seriousli damn tired.. n like went to sch n stone isnt sumthin that i wanna do..

aniwae..yest bbq session make me realise.. itz actualli ok to have cliquez ard.. the impt thing is that the different cliques have to click.. hahha cuz like laz time our class had cliquez.. lotza it.. but cuz the cliquez had pple who can clickz.. so we still managed to keep in contact n all! hahhaaz.. realli changed my views abt cliques are bad kinda stuff..

hmz.. yest almoz had prob cumin home.. hahhaz cuz no 1 walk the underpass with me at ecp n it was like already 10+ 11 liaoz..! kinda scared n at that moment arz.. seriousli.. wished i had a bf to walk with me.. hahhahaz.. but luckily yanling bro drove me to the bus stop nearby.. hahhaz den can take bus home.. PHEWZ!! reached home.. n my dog was like jumpin non stop.. been a long time since i was back home so late.. hahahz.. den my mom sae that when i was out she kept barkin at her n dad n like keep movin ard as if sumthin not rite.. haha den i came back den she went to slp.. so cute ritez.. luv her so much! hahaz..

todae bball had trashin session.. i wldnt sae itz the bez trashin session i eva had.. cuz it did help in itz own waez.. moz of us "opened" up.. but the prob is that will this last? usualli it doesnt.. aniwae.. juz wanna sae.. itz human nature fer pple to defend themselves.. physically n emotionally.. realli.. itz juz how they do it.. sumtimez itz irritatin cuz they dun gif u the chance to like fulli sae out ur whole opinionz n all.. n sumtimez pple seem like they pushin away the blame.. but the word is "tolerance" though itz difficult n all.. n finding another wae to communicate with them...

respect is to be earned n not to be asked fer... yesh i do agree with this line.. realli.. itz how i pulled through my sec sch r.gym status.. but sumtimez being the one leading is a difficult task too.. sum pple juz dun haf it.. dun know how to do it.. n sumtimez being the onez affected realli sux..letz juz hope fer the bez fer evey1 k..


You are CHEER BEAR! You're way optimistic and live
life for the moment! Everyone loves you and the
ones that dont only want to be you. You can
always cheer up a friend in need but you're not
always the best at cheering yourself up.


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You are a WATERFALL. You are a person full of
passion and opinions. There are times where you
prefer to be alone and like gather up all the
troubles and thoughts in your mind. You can be
tense at times since so much is usually on your
mind but rest assure that the drums of the
waterfall will soothe you.


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emotionz-> feel darn sick siaz..
new link at the cool linkz sectionz! hahahaz
ARGHH! i hate fallin ill.. hate it when i hafta keep sniffing away.. hate it that i hafta carry tissue.. dunno caught the flu bug frm where! arghh!! but dun blame them larz.. cuz body weak thatz y will catch the bug! hahaz go fer ballet also keep sniffin away! can realli die siaz! tml still got training.. sumtimez juz wish den i can pull out my nose n "squeeze" out all the flowing "water"! hahahhahaz

hmz.. nex wk laz wk fer ballet.. n u know what? i live dae by dae until i didnt realise x mas is so near! n i haven shop fer x mas prezziez yet! die.. die! summore so broke! hahahhahz.. so peepz.. dun expect much frm me this yr arz.. cuz i doing laz min shoppin.. haha nex wk i betta start shoppin siaz.. den suddenli alot of partiez lidat.. hahahaz.. which is good! i miss partiez!! been so deprived of partiez n fun recentli.. lookin ferward to all the partiez manz.. hahaz

so happy! mon got ij sec 4'2003 class bbq.. hahahaz.. cant wait to c all the peepz manz! wonder how they haf been n all! hahahaz.. hmz.. been packin my room since fri.. now abit neater.. abit onli.. hahahhahz.. n did sum drawingz.. den when packin found my tamagotchi.. got like 5 but onli 2 workin.. haha b i playing with them now.. kinda fun.. wonder how long they can survive.. 1 tortoise n 1 penguin! hahahaz.. manz.. i still losing slp nowadaez.. slp at 12 plus but alwayz wake up 7 plus.. sianz manz.. i realli need slp.. but juz cannot get more.. nvm.. wake up also can do more stuff.. hahaz

hmz.. realise i suddenli craving fer dragonz stuff.. miss reading fantasy bkz abt dragonz.. think of it suddenli think of my $60 bk dat i wanna buy.. but so broke! hahahaz.. think i go lib check whether they haf not.. buy liaoz also dunno where to put! haha so thick! think will try get the comic first manz.. hahaz..

my x mas wish:
1) hope all my frenz n mom n snaffee stay healthy..
2) hope angela'z back recover soon.. wan her to play bball soon!
3) hope those who are lost or stranded in their life finds their light.. finds their way out as soon as possible
4) hope everyone is happy while going through the endless obstacles in life...

hmz.. i made so many wishes.. like so greedy lidat.. well.. if can onli make 1.. den i make the 1st 1.. den the rez i wait fer fallin starz.. hahahhaz...hmz.. i betta try go finish the cross stitch that i didnt manage to finish yrz ago..hahaz.. take care every1.. enjoy ur x mas!


You are Wintergreen.
You are cool and collected. You are very
comfortable with yourself and what you do.
Even if you have a lot of responsiblities, you
always manage to be in control. You are
sometimes laid-back and you are always the
voice of reason. However, others may see you
as lazy or detached sometimes, unable to act
responsibly.
Most Compatible With: Lime


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emotionz-> realli bad stuff but the little sweetness juz took away everything bad..
firstly.. THANX EMILY!! thanx fer doing my blog.. haha itz simply gorgeous.. fantastic.. i dunno what other words i can use to describe cuz itz beyond description! hahahz.. n every1.. quick thank her cuz if she didnt do all these.. ur will hafta c a boring template throughout the yrz cuz i dunno how to change it.. hahahhaz! THANX EMILY!

aniwae todae had a realli bad start.. woke up at 5.30am n cldnt slp cuz muscle ache like siao.. cuz yest ms ho got her ex student to teach us jazz.. which was totalli torturin though kinda fun.. caused my thigh n calves to ache like neva b4 todae.. n my back muscle also abit tight.. didnt wanna go fer trainin but i still drag myself there.. morn run as usual all the wae to SJI n back.. my legz like movin in real slow motion n jasmine had to wait fer me.. thanx jas if u read this.. thanx fer understanding the pain i had to go through when running n all.. yeahz.. den trainin start.. with footwork n all..

i managed to do the beginning few stuff.. but den the pain worsen.. n i cld feel my muscle on the verge of being pulled apart.. so i sat n rest.. sum understand the intense pain.. but sum.. juz dun.. itz irritatin how she like tellin me to train.. as if i purposeli created the pain to stop training.. the pain was enuff to let me tear n all.. but i held on n tried afew more exercises after her few remarkz of "since ur here mite as well train" or sumthin lidat.. until the pt where my legz juz refused to carry on.. allowed to rest..

but manz.. mr loh was there n we were chattin abit while watchin the rest train.. n yeahz.. pple juz assume i wasnt listenin to them.. itz realli irritatin to c the eyez glarin at me.. as if it was my fault that my legz are aching.. my fault that i cldnt train.. my fault that i'm sittin there while the rez were sufferin in trainin.. but hey! my muscles are torturing me too k!

u think itz easy to cope with dance n bball? u think dance is easy.. darn.. u think itz realli nothin that i hafta go fer dance aft every trainin.. ur wrong.. dance is a physically straining "sport" also with lotza elegance.. n ur know y i alwayz wanna go home n slp recentli? cuz itz tirin when i hafta cope with bball n dance n i need slp to recharge my energy.. plus stupid inconsiderate neighbourz haf been deprivin me of slp throughout the nite recentli! actualli the fact that i'm this angry is not cause the person dun understand.. itz cuz she kinda like to push blame to otherz.. n kinda hypocritical.. thatz y i feel so irritated.. yeahz.. lucki i'm in gd mood recentli.. if not i wld haf juz walked out on trainin todae.. realli.. manz.. i miss coach.. at least she understands.. she doesnt push me.. n itz cuz of that she makez me wanna push myself hard..

aniwae.. aft trainin i went out with angela.. ate bento frm corrochan corroke! damn nice! curry was damn nice though it was darn hot! realli! hahahaz.. n den we saw chok n doggy.. at first i onli saw chok cuz he in cj shirt.. den angela pt at doggy den i c him.. hahaz.. then they damn farnie.. suddenli so close.. n when angela ask "what ur doing together?" they actualli tried to make the action of huggin as doggy sae "i go out with my bf cannot arz" n chok actualli pei he him! laugh until both of us can die! hahahhhahz.. den we went to kino.. angela wanna buy comicz n all! rich gurl larz she.. i still savin up fer this set of comic.. n still got malacca trip.. hahahaz.. den we went to chat! hahhaaz.. we also went to annex there.. got this cafe.. haha alot of drawingz! n we took a post card n i drew liu chuan feng slpin.. den we wrote all the namez of our bball team matez n put there! haha do look out fer it when ur r there! kinda wu liaoz.. but cuz we got nothin to do.. hahahhaz!

hmz.. thanx angela fer makin my dae todae aft the horrible trainin n thanx emily fer makin my dae too juz fer being so sweet! hahahz.. thanx every1! i think i rubbish too much liaoz! kekekez.. realli sorry todae entry so wordy n long.. hahaz.. but dun worry.. i haf no anger or whatsoeva in me liaoz.. cuz the sweetness frm frenz.. juz made me ferget abt all the horrible time.. hahahhaz
*still ponderin if i shld go fer nex tues n wed class.. n tml self train.. haiz..*

emotionz-> juz another dae...
haha cuz pple complainin i take v long to update n their sick of c-in stuff abt pwb.. so here i am.. hahahhaz.. life been pretty good.. or shld i sae.. my mood been pretty gd.. thatz y life lookz good.. i dun get irritated easily.. my viewz towards life is juz the neutral type.. which is gd.. i'm sane.. hahahz..

pple ard me not feeling well.. many depressed.. sum over resultz frm the supp paper n sum is juz other factorz.. i hope with my neutral n a little crazy self can help them through the hard timez.. though itz realli hard on them.. as fer those who got promoted.. CONGRATZ! hahahaz.. if life haven been good n ur need a listenin ear.. need a shoulder to lean on.. need a nice big hug.. or even if u wanna scream at sum1.. dun ferget i'm here.. n with my neutral n clear thinkin.. i realli wont mind if ur scream at me n all! hahaz..

den my doggy sick.. n i also feel like i fallin sick soon... hahaz.. cuz of the bad weather.. n me so sadistic.. train like siao.. den now look damn black cuz too much bball trainin.. hahaz.. snaffe lying on my lap snoozing away.. feel so comfy with her on my lap.. cuz she doesnt realli like to slp on my lap unless she not feeling well kinda thing.. haiz.. but itz realli warm to haf her with me now.. hahaz.. luv her lotz..

yest nitez ballet class did contemporary.. n nex tues is jazz.. quite cool though i didnt know what was going on n keep rolling to the wrong direction half the time.. haha felt like an idiot but it was fun.. tonitez got ballet.. hope can pick up more stepz.. hahaz.. n i juz realise.. NEX WK IS THE LAZ BALLET CLASS!! ARGHH!! irritatin! i'm so gonna miss ballet! haiz.. den what will be of my tues wed n sat.. prob out with frenz or sit at home n slp.. hahahaz.. lucki still got 2 more wkz of trainin.. den got bbq cummin up.. hope itz not cancelled n all! hahaz..

fer now i shall enjoy the warmth with my dog on my lap.. take care every1.. haha n thanx jeanette fer poppin by! aniwae.. thanx gelica n angela fer the prezzie.. thanx to every1 fer being my fren.. my pal.. my buddyz.. take care..

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emotionz-> totally awed.. hahahaz
by PWB! manz he's damn attractive.. the onli guy celeb that i realli think can make my heart skip a beat! hahaz.. juz saw him on this variety show.. singing "how r u".. the wae he singz like damn cool.. den juz now he close his eyez n sing this part den like as if he imaginin his dream gurl n saeing the words(lyricz) to her.. aw.. haha so nice.. den i realise what makez me get attracted to him cuz he realli look at the person in the eye when they chat.. n not realli botherin abt the stupid camera.. n he's darn shy! so cute! hahahaz.. manz i'm crazy! n he PLAYZ BBALL! plus DANCE WELL! wahz.. realli impresses me.. plus i like the personality that his songz portray.. manz.. hahaz.. darn when is Boa new album cumin out! haha she'z the gurl celeb that make my heart thump damn faz cuz she'z HOT! did u hear me? HOT!! hahahaz.. i wanna c her dance manz! CHIO.. HOT n SEXY! hahahhahaz...

manz sorry fer all that nonsense but i realli gotta chill out.. so much going on recentli! hahahaz... got bball match against seniorz n anglican high which we loz.. but ok larz.. gained experience.. haha n seriousli.. i didnt feel anithin when i went up to play.. except that i was fer once being recognised as i'm existence with all bball matez! hahaz cuz every1 playz a major role when their on court.. like the team spirit on court during match.. hahaz.. den therez dance where miz ho gettin us to do solo dance.. hope she doesnt call me.. leave me to the laz few... haha CUZ I BARELI KNOW MY STEPZ! hahhaaz.. n den sum1~> yt.. itz u..<~ reminded me abt STUDIEZ... darn.. i hate thinkin abt studiez.. den my dog.. not feeling well.. haiz.. dun worry.. i still can cope.. i still can handle!

ehz.. n palz out there.. dun worry abt boggin me down with ur worriez k.. i realli am glad ur are sharin them with me.. n i will help u no matter what.. cuz frenship meanz a lot to me.. ur r part of my life.. though i know i am not myself esp when i am in trainin.. but ur juz hafta remember.. sumtimez thingz are happenin too faz fer me to wanna absorb n i juz wanna shut myself out fer awhile n becum real stubborn.. so loz abit of my optimistic self durin trainin cuz i juz cannot face sum stuff... n rather conc on training.. hahaz.. as fer the rez.. be glad ur not facin my horrible self.. as fer those facin it.. i'm realli sorry ur hafta tolerate it.. n cannot find nonsensical selina there.. i will try to recharge back.. or rebuilt my optimistic "data" soon.. haha still workin on it.. sorry!

n I'm realli sorry to those whom kenna influence by me to not like guyz.. i hope none of u will get influence by me.. itz ok to like sum1.. realli.. itz juz that i didnt haf gd experience with guyz as bf status.. that kinda stuff.. i guess sum guyz are real nice as bf.. hahahaz.. n dun hafta wait fer me to get bf b4 ur get ok.. juz follow ur heart.. what if i old liaoz den find 1 old nice ah pek as bf den ur aft me den get arz! farnie lehz! hahhahaz... n i promise i will wait fer the "pwb" that will make my heart skip a beat ehz.. hahahaz promise i will gif the guyz a chance if i do find 1 i like k.. hahhaaz.. take care to all.. n as fer all facing prob.. can alwayz cum look fer me if ur needa listenin ear or different perspective.. take care n cheerioz every1!