emotionz-> Darn Shag..
so much happened over sucha short period of time that it will take me fereva to put it into words.. aniwae i went through a lot of emotional barriers or whateva u call it.. thus the "not so good" emotionz recentli.. Sorry.. sorry to those who tolerated my "scariness" these few daez.. esp yantong.. n my classmatez.. hahaz manz.. think i went through too much cuz i've neva felt like this eva b4..

i'm like strugglin with myself.. running.. running desperately away frm stuff.. sumtimez loadsa disturbing thoughts creepz into my mind.. itz scary.. n these made me frustrated with myself..

pain.. pain physically n mentalli.. I HATE PAIN! i fall (physically n mentally) n with tearz in my eyes i pull myself up.. n start again.. a scar left.. n fer that short while the piercing pain.. itz drivin me crazy..

sumtimez.. i hate it when pple sae "i understand.." when they trueli dun n assume to.. suddenli i'm lost.. i miss my frenzwho trueli understand(Aileen.. i MIZ YA!) .. n ironically.. those who understands neva claims it.. they juz do.. maybe itz cause i believe that actionz speakz louder than words.. itz juz me..

aniwae.. sorry to those whom i told ya to shut up at timez.. cuz sumtimez i realli need sum quietness fer concentration.. special thanx to those who tolerated me.. n gave me advise though my stubbon mind may refuse to listen.. but i realli appreciate it.. thanx.. n sorry..

i almoz gave up.. but i grew stronger.. n held on...

emotionz-> haha.. cool...
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S You are very broad-minded.
E You are a very exciting person.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
I You are always smiling and making others smile.
N You like to work, but you always want a break
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

well.. life been pretty cool.. suddenli my life enter another phase.. moved from studies to one that is full of dance n bball.. n a little studiez.. hahaz.. things are happenin ard me.. n it cause me to slow down my footstep.. n think.. i actualli thought.. abt the evilz of life.. abt how much i'm pulled into it.. abt how the good can actualli bring/attract evil along with it..<-- simon woke me up abt this.. but my conclusion.. was that i will still be me.. regardless of how thingz are changin.. i will do what i feel is right.. what my emotionz tell me to.. letz hope my decision is not gonna be a mistake....

aniwae the name thing on top... itz actualli quite true fer me.. *shrugz*.. at least i found it quite ture.. n i realise.. itz cuz i believe so strongli in luv that i dun wanna experience it.. cuz to me.. true luv is like impossible.. or whateva u call it.. *shrugz* i juz hope every1 will remain happy alwayz.. Heck the Evi|z..

emotionz-> full of sunshine n fun!
manz! so many thingz happen over the wkendz! hahaha.. ok thurz aft econz paper.. yt n i went to get angela prez.. saw a damn nice necklace but went back later to discover that sum1 bought it... ARGHH! so hafta get another prez fer angela.. hmz.. hope she likez it though..

fri.. went to jie min house n her mom curry DAMN SPICY! i tell u i neva drank so much water in my life manz! hahaz.. practically drown myself with water.. den every half hr run to toilet! hahaz.. n sat.. yt jiemin n i went ps.. walk walk! hahahaz.. go spotlight n arcade etc etc! muahaha..hmz.. den i went fer dance ok... after such a long time! miz dance manz! haha feelz so gd to be able to dance again!

den SUNDAE! haha went to sentosa with classmatez.. but onli wenlong, zuo zhuo, ella, weiting, gelica, yt n me met in the morn.. den sam, joice n rach joined us later.. sam brought crystle of cuz! hahhaaz.. played in the water whole dae! haha like the monkey game! haha den wl was like a frog.. hahaz.. n jie min also went sentosa with her ex-classmatez... but we didnt play together.. kekez.. den aft sentosa we went heerenz to eat at marche n walk walk ard! met vanessa too! n ruiping! hahaz..

haiyoz.. den of cuz i look damn chao ta yest! kekez until now still black..den all my frenz in sch c me also like shock! hahaz n mr rajoo also like shocked cuz 1/2 of our class all red red 1.. den all sunburnt! den jie min also red red 1! damn farnie. so many red faces in sch... hahhaaz.. v pain but i dun regret.. cuz SUNDAE at SENTOSA RAWKZ! hahahhaz den aft all the first aid course.. yt gelia n me went thomson plaza n took FUNKY NEO PRINTZ! hahaha damn cool! nex time muz take again! cuz damn cute! itz AMUSING! kekkekez...

todae was rather fun.. doggy cut hair.. but he look betta now.. den stupid him call me bao gong.. hahaz.. den my couz also asked me why i so red! haha hope i turn to original colour soon! yayz! sister returned me my ear piece so i got music to listen to now! hahaz.. so many thingz happen since thurz! n tml yt n maybe jie min cumin to my house fer movie marathon.. sad gelica cldnt make it but nvm! there is alwayz nex time! hahaz.. my class rawkz! n aft i develop photoz at sentosa.. will add it in the photo gallary! :)

emotionz-> DAMN HAPPY! hahaz
damn happy cuz examz are cuming to an end
damn happy cuz tml gonna meet jia min
damn happy cuz tml gonna go out with jie min n yt n jia min
damn happy cuz fri gonna go jie min house fer steamboat with close buddyz..
damn happy cuz sat can play bball! but...
most importantli..
damn happy cuz SUNDAY GOT CLASS OUTING AT SENTOSA!

haha n this time the guyz all onz.. sae they will cum.. so they betta manz! kekez.. n cuz sam leaving on mon (sad sad...) haiz.. gonna miss sam also.. but sundae is gonna be fun! at least i hope.. hahhahaz but i think it will... cuz moz of the class shld be cumin.. all said they will try their bez fer those who got plans that dae.. den the pro thing is many of them was damn enthu abt it also.. then all onz! hahahaz.. luv it this wae.. yayz.. cuz i know the sci studentz many got chalet.. so jealouz.. but now NOT ANIMORE! hahahhaz.. :P:P


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emotionz-> excited like a kid!
haha todae hist paper 2 ended with mr. fahy calling fer a meetin a the corner.. n den.. he wants us to haf an extra 1 hr class n ask if we want it either todae morn.. or noon or tml morn.. den we all decided tml morn.. n guess what.. he was like "y ur wan to haf it tml?" n den he went on abt how we may juz get tired n decided not to go aft all n that we will be such sloth etc etc.. n manz! i juz had to roll my eyes secretli.. itz like he letz us choose n didnt gif us much of a choice did he... n of cuz we all had to sae we will stay todae.. so i ended up delaying my meeting time with mother to 12 juz to attend his lessonz.. haiz.. n he ended off at 1!! so my poor mom waited fer me...

well she called my grandma n aunt to join us.. hahaz.. though i sincereli wanted to juz go out with her alone.. but itz ok! haha itz fun havin grandma n aunt along too! cuz we used to go out a lot together when i was much younger.. hahaz.. todae i went broke but it was juz so nice.. so nice to spend on family.. n be like a child at the v same time...

haha i treated mom n grandma to the corroke corrochan.. n terriyaki chicken n stuff.. den they complained i stuff them too much! hahhaz.. den aunt came.. den i treated her to hans.. so good ritez! kekez.. cuz mom n grandma sae they were too stuffed by the terriyaki chicken n corroke corrochan so they neva eat.. kekez.. den we went to paragon n shop shop.. i walked in the market place.. felt like a kid with my sling bag.. walked ard(instead of running larz.. cuz after all i'm in sch u n i'm like GROWN up now.. haha) n looked at the stuff on the shelves.. but we all didnt buy anithin.. kekez

then we walked n walked n walked all the wae to Plaza singapura.. frm far east u know! hahaha den reached there went to walk spot light n got what we wanted.. luv my mommy cuz she gonna make sumthin that i like.. kekez den went to carrefour.. i got my writable cd's which was DAMN CUTE! haha cuz got this pig pic on it n the hole in ur cd was the pig'z asshole.. so crude but yet so cute.. kekez.. I LUV PIGS~! hahaha den we did sum shoppin.. n i paid fer the groceriez.. cuz mom bought alot of thingz i like n fer sat when frenz are cumin over... kekez..

oh yeahz.. almoz fergot.. on the wae to paragon.. we walked pass lucky plaza n the condomania there n my mom was like standin there lookin at the what she called "cute" condoms on display.. I WAS SO MALU! can u imagine my mom.. standing outside condomania.. with my aunt n grandma! hahhahahz... funni sight.. aiyoz but we spend so much todae.. think can add up to hundreds.. haiz.. so I"M BROKE! kekez but no regretz! i luv being a child.. even though itz a grown child role but itz still as innocent n fun.. LURVE IT MANZ!

emotionz-> exam sux.. but ending soon...
new stuff in the buddyz link! more of fer oi frenz actualli...
haiz.. finalli all my major paper completed already.. shall not tok abt it k.. bring back bad memoriez fer many of us.. hahahaz.. stupid examz...

aniwae life been cool.. excludin the examz larz..cant wait fer examz to end.. haf a whole series of planz cumin up.. buying prez n watchin movie n meeting jia min on thurz! going jie min house fer dinner on fri... maybe invitin frenz to my house on sat.. den sundae is SENTOSA! hahahha den the wk after haven decide.. nex wk den plan.. hahahaz.. hope got class outing.. den meet up wuhao simon n the other oi frenz.. miss them loads.. den if can meet up with aileen n other ij-ianz.. MUAHAHAHA.. the thought of meeting up with all my close frenz makez me happi!! kekez.. den plus promise yt will go ktv n all.. hahhahaz..

haiyoz.. but amg all these muz also fit in time fer chi n mathz.. n got TRAINING! hahaha but i enjoy my trainingz.. both dance n bball.. kekez.. long time neva go trainin liaoz.. go back fer dance sure scoldin.. lookz like i gotta go back as many lessons as i can! ahahaz..

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I WANNA PLAY FINAL FANTASY! hahaha ella! lend me the cd or sumthing!! arghh! sum1 juz lend it to me!! hahahhaz.. every1 tellin me the game v nice.. but no1 lend me!! *pout pout* i jealous arz!!


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Dedication: yantong-who feels 'lost', and all my frenz who feelz stressed.. who feelz down.. or feel that the whole world went wrong.. juz wanna let ur know....

I'll be at your side

When the daylights gone and your on your own
And you need a friend, just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand,
I will pull you through, I will understand,
And you know that

I'll be at your side,
There's no need to worry,
Together we'll survive,
Through the haste and hurry,

I'll be at your side, if you feel like you're alone,
And you have nowhere to turn, I'll be at your side,
If life's standing still, and your souls confused,
And you cannot find what road to choose,
If you make mistakes you can't let me down,
I will still believe, I won't turn around,

I'll be at your side,
There's no need to worry,
Together we'll survive,
Through the haste and hurry,

SUICIDAL BITCH

You are a depressed child. You need some laughter
in your life. Why, you ask? Cause that frown
don't look good on you, hun!


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haha unexpected ans.... *shrugz* I"M SUICIDAL BITCH! hahahhaz...


You're normal. When you're around new people you
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like to have fun, but you're not the one doing
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emotionz-> DAMN MY HEAD~!
arghh.... HATE HEADACHES

BANG BANG BANG..
as it rang
in my now heavy head
unknown destination it will lead

headache caused by studies
but the reason really
are many other factors
which are great disruptors

itz all the "burdens" pple relieve
my stupid brain believe
trying so hard to put on a front of merry
yet facing great misery

pple'z life put to a halt
cuz my presence is a fault
the poor fame
is the beginning of the blame...

aniwae i realise knave= scoundrelz.. yeahz.. so the 'knaveries' of our class.. i c sum self awareness... ;) aniwae appologies that i haven been as cheerful as i used to be.. cuz thingz been loading up my poor brain n i realise.. i realli cannot escape.. these rubbish has resulted in my current HEADACHE! I'm such an idiot to escape.. idiot idiot n idiot..