emotionz-> highly irritable n sick dae
well todae i kinda not feeling well was like gettin abit feverish n den the nex moment went v cold plus almoz puked in the morn.... n this went on all the wae until after pw... was damn irritable n to all, esp those in my class.. i'm very sorry fer being so irritable todae.. well gonna be pretty direct fer now so.. sorry if i offend..

reason y i so irritable todae? cuz i'm irritated dat my class are such slackerz... so slack that every1 doesnt carez.. at least moz doesnt care.. itz like the solution to moz prob is dependin on otherz work.. i'm irritated at myself fer that too! cuz i too am dependent on otherz.. den itz like when u worry abt ur own stuff n askz abt it every1 juz does it in a rather irritated wae tell u to "RELAC"! n when they are stress n u sae the same thing to them.. they gif u the "whatz ur prob" face... ARGHH!!! I'm irritated that i like haf so much to handle n every1 juz thinkz that i adding on the stress to myself when many dun know that i truly am facing alot of prob.. so ARGHH!!! my brian has too much fer me to load.. so much fer me to remember n suddenli being tied down to so much responsibility esp in class... not onli being a pccg rep but havin to do well n excel etc etc! hate it when my parentz keep reminding me that i'm so lousy in sch work.. accuses me that i spend moz of my time outside or doing rubbish when i realli study... they keep thinkin that my resultz are the suckiest n keep makin me read newspaper! ARGHH!!!! maybe thatz the reason y i alwayz day dream cuz my brain juz blank out at every opportunity to take a break..

okok i betta end liaoz.. think i'm juz bursting out all my irritated feelings todae.. sorry to all those reading n sorry to all those who haf to tolerate me in class cuz being in class makez me stress to do well.. n lookin at moz of my classmatez slackin makez me wanna work harder cuz i scared i will fail.. I DUN WANNA BE TAKEN OUT OF DANCE N BBALL Knowz!! cant wait to play bball tml... aniwae i wanna go slp earli.. realli dun feel well n juz took sum stupid medicine.. arghh! n missing my dance class relieves my tiredness but doesnt helpz me to relieve stress.. so thatz y the "stength" in the blog.. sorry!

emotionz-> PAINFUL!!! n TIRED n SHAG! hahahaz
yayz! todae cleared PW feel damn good cuz yest actualli stayed till 12 plus to finish it.. sianz manz.. then i was so shag the whole dae.. damn tired cuz lack of slp.. desperateli need ample of slp..

den bball trainin onli few of us turn up.. den didnt do much plus it was raining.. den play abit of match.. think todae damn tired den damn accident prone.. haiz.. ball knocked into my jaw but it was ok larz.. aft move abit ok liaoz.. den played a good game n tried to learn the cutting pple skillz or whateva thatz called.. yantong also improved alot n i feel damn gd fer her! haha todae had short chat with coach n actually she quite funni n nice! hahahaz me jas n her chat like gd frenz lidat n she even suan me abt my movementz lookin balletic.. ahhaz..

den went to eat dinner at choronation plaza with benji, edwin, sister, angela n jas.. then on the wae back the streets damn dark n i actualli fell while going down the stairs of the bridge..damn pain den bled.. n it carried on bleeding on my whole journey back den every1 lookin! arghh! den damn pain! me got damn LOW tolerance level for pain.. haiz.. sux k.. now still painful.. arghh!

Den saw ~ todae n he tried to tok to me.. realli wanna die manz!! kinda been trying to avoid him... know i mean.. but.. ARGHH! hahahaz.. but heck larz.. wateva.. cannot be bothered.. **pain**

emotionz-> tired n irritated cuz got hist tez tml!!!
haha been busy recentli.. got pw to do.. bball to train.. interclass comp to settle.. haiyoz! haha den got loadz of undone hw to rush through! siaoz manz! hahahaz haiyoz.. my bball still so weak.. if onli can like the yingmu huadao in slamdunk learn damn faz den good manz! hahaha he my idol siaz.. yest went fer dance n did point work... stand on toez.. damn pain.. think i gonna get rotten toez.. hahahaz

den todae bball trainin think i not use to new shoez.. den damn accident prone.. almoz twisted ankle.. den sum1 hit my arm damn hard durin 1 of the "match" den plus think sprain my right hand middle finger.. haha so pain.. aniwae ella.. dun feel bad abt me falling larz.. cuz i used to it.. not ur fault aniwae.. juz accidentalli trip over ur feet onli.. haha n plus now my ankle ok liaoz.. c i so nice ritez! haha

wahz dunno y todae alot of pple tokkin to me abt guyz n relationshipz stuff.. all exchanging info on guyz/gurlz we like etc.. hahaz.. but interestin larz.. kekez.. n i dun wanna care abt ~ animore larz.. sorry to *** that becuz of what i did ~ called u n bothered u... but i not that mean.. juz clarify n hope it will save u abit k.. realli sorry..

emotionz-> i feel good! hahaz..
ok reason y i feel good? cuz MY DAD GOT ME A NEW BBALL SHOEZ!! hahahaz so happy.. n itz a converse 1.. cost 109 buckz.. haha cuz he wanna me go out todae den i dun wan.. cuz got alot of hw to do.. den my mom ask me wanna buy shoez not i sae dun wan cuz i got no $$ den my dad sae "no $$ i buy fer u larz.." hahahaz yayz! got this v nice black converse bball shoez! den my mom bought me a new converse sockz to go with it.. then they gif me this weird but cute energy t-shirt free cuz bought 100 buckz n above at the converse store... hahaz..

den ur will c me in this new cool black shoez on the daez got bball! hahaz den the otherz dae gonna wear back my blue nike 1.. hahaz cuz i also luv it though itz wearing out.. but nex wk got so many tez n hw to do... i dunno how i am eva gonna finish it n like totalli no mood to do it lidat.. hahaz.. slack ol me.. but guess i'll perservere ehz.. if not sure die 1.. hahaz ok guess i betta get back to clearin up my hw if not sure die 1.. hahaz.. so happy!! :) :) :)

emotionz-> tired n abit troubled..
heyz been busy recentli.. all my sch work piling up like dunno what n i officialli took over the secretary position of Bball n suddenli realise i muz take down minutez fer bball meetingz.. haiz.. den being a PCCG rep also got alot of thingz to do.. didnt wanna get any post fer JC but all came unexpected... sighz..

todae morn went to cut hair n got sumthin fer judith cuz she going back to aust.. den went to meet michael, edwin n jasmine watch terminator 3.. poor sister sick.. den still dun wanna take care.. haiyoz.. den dance i so dead lorz.. skip 1 class den went there so blur.. keep gettin scoldin cuz dunno my stepz.. guess i needa work harder fer grade 8.. the laz grade.. so shag

Haiyoz den arz.. juz yest nitez i receive a sms frm ~.. den the msg gif me a shock... he said sumthin like "Selina, me miss u leh. Haha... :P siao me. Gd nitez" den i didnt know what to repli...n hope he meant it in a frenship wae.. so i dao him den todae he came sms me tell me dun misunderstand.. haiz.. i hope he juz keen on being frenz.. plus the fact that i haf not even a tinge of feelingz fer him n me being so bad to him make me feel guilty.. but i dun wanna mislead him knowz.. how?!?! this sux... n sum1 good at chinese can help me translate this--> 'yan2 she4 yan4 le4, xiang1 wei4 xiang1 le4, hua1 dou1 kai1 hao3 le4' -S.H.E- <--n tell me the meanin?

so much work to do.. so much essay to write n pw to do... haiz.. JC hw like neverending! THIS SUX!!! hahaz ok guess i betta go do now.. blame myself fer doing so badli fer midyr.. now muz do all hw liaoz.. haiz..

emotionz-> extremeli shag..
hahaz i damn tired todae.. cuz yest got dance resultin in my horrible pain in leg muscle n plus onli reached home at 10.30 yest nitez doesnt help.. den todae got back loads of my paper liaoz..
History-29.5, GP-34.5, Econz-37.5, Translation-26/50, M4M-23/50
haiz... did damn badli siaz.. heck larz.. cannot do anithin now but to work harder... den todae damn tired but cannot slp in class.. irritatin siaz.. the guyz bball team J1 lost to J2, 47 to 115...kinda bad ritez.. but i think they realli put in lotza effort n feel sum of them quite good.. but several of the j2 realli damn pro.. haiz jealous.. i wanna be as gd.. but i juz sux larz.. hahaz.. so much fer me to learn..
my resultz= disastrous.... n i still no mood to study... i horrible siaz.. how to get betta markz? haiyoz.. juz now my long time neva c gd fren juz called.. so nice tokin to him.. haha brightenz my daez siaz!! :) ok larz.. dun torture pple with my awful life.. haahaz..

emotionz-> tired but feel gd!
todae is kinda an average dae.. got back my ao mathz n got 61.5%.. meanz a b3! yayz! top in class.. but still feel itz kinda low n aiming fer higher markz.. haiz.. den arz got back econz n guess what? i actualli got ao pass! though itz juz scrape through.. got 36.5! hahahaz.. den kinda happi.. cuz i clear to ao subject(though excludin gp) n 1 a level subject liaoz!! hahahaz... but know many were disappointed with their markz.. no worriez k.. we will keep improving together..

den aft sch went to play bball.. den beginnin got jas, angela, doggiez, sister, yantong, kor(reuben), benji, victor, alex, Kaifeng(new fren!) n me playing half court.. den abt 5 lidat angela, jas, doggiez,sister n benji left to watch movie(free premier ticz from angela fren) so left kor, yantong, alex, victor, kaifeng n me... den we did shooting.. but yantong sat there moz of the time.. think she dun feel that comfy to shoot with us or sumthin.. den she left halfwae...den i was shooting with alex n he was like v gentlemen den keep givin bball to me to shoot cuz he keep shootin n all went in kind.. haha but i also got gif him to shoot.. den victor wanna shoot 3 point ball so i help catch rebounds n all den he damn nice sae aft it treat me drink.. hahaz den later we all shoot together all the wae till abt 7! hahaz

i think CJC guyz all quite nice.. alot alwayz treat me stuff 1.. hahaaz den i tot victor was onli sae sae treat me den in the end he realli went to get me drink knowz! haha den he put it in front of alex when we were sittin down den alex tot fer him den he sae no larz! hahahaz damn farnie.. den he gif the drink to me.. but i ask them to share larz.. cuz they were like realli thirsty n all.. hahaz

emotionz--> blur n sleepy...
p.s. new addition in the extractionz link
haha todae i slept until 10.. damn shiok siaz.. but den dunno y still feel damn tired.. den drag my mom go hougang mall buy comicz but guess what? went all the wae there to realise i didnt bring my voucher! so guess tml i gonna go buy.. think i gonna buy the 3 bkz of crossover n another 5 bkz of dearboyz or sumthin.. haiz.. gonna spend so much again.. sheesh i haf like 2 donationz cardz with me.. dunno how to clear.. 1 is frm sch n the other is nkf 1.. wanna cry liaoz manz.. so many.. haiz.. hope sum1 will relief my load n start donating..
haiz.. my dad so irritatin.. dunno what to do.. think that the reason y i dun wanna get bf also bcuz of him.. no confidence in guyz being my bf.. i prefer them to be my brotherz... dunno y all my brotherz all give me security n lend me their shoulderz to lean on when i need them.. den summore all quite dote on me 1.. even though alwayz bulli me here n there.. hahaz.. if my korz n sisterz (includin michael) r readin.. juz wanna sae thanx k! n not fergettin aileen too.. who alwayz be there like part of my family.. thanx!

emotionz--> damn shag
p.s. new addition in the "more abt me" linkz but nuthin much larz...
morn had stupid listenin compre.. dunno whether can do well not.. den aft tat rushed to collect cip stuff at dobby gauht den went back to sch fer bball trainin...

bball trainin i faz jog my 4 rounds.. den aft that did 3 grandstandz, 30 sit upz, 30 push upz n 20 dipz.. plus 2 suicide run.. (suppose to be 1 den i tot heard jas sae 5 so i did 2 den she tell me 1 onli..) den did 200 underbasket followed by 10 consecutivez.. den arz did 20 lay upz each both left n right side each.. den 3 full court lay up go in 6 ballz.. but i lousy so did abt 8 rounds to complete 6 ballz.. haiz.. den i did 15 free throwz n did 1 set of ABC without the 3 pt ball 1.. feel damn accomplished n the thing is i didnt take much break.. but philene was kinda angry todae think cuz she feelz like jas n angela they all not teachin her what she wanna learn n watch the guyz play instead.. poor gurl..

den aft that went to do cip fer 1 hr.. saw my oi fren though didnt quite recognize him but still sae hi.. den i ask his fren donate also so the fren stretch out his hands with like lotza coinz n sae "if u dare take all" or sumthin lidat den i juz took all... den he was like damn shocked n sae dunno what i got xing ge.. hahhaz.. damn meanz siaz.. but dun care larz.. hahhaz.. den aft that went to yoshi den ella rach gelica yantong n weiting was with us.. den like ella commented he look like liu chuan feng so i shout loud loud "ehz every1 look, he sae he look like liu chuan feng do ur think he look like?" den behind was bball frenz so they all look at him n luff den pple all ard look den ella turn damn red lorz! haha damn farnie..

aniwae appologiez fer those if i not in a v gd mood todae cuz was damn tired n like there was sum family prob that was like botherin me.. sorry arz.. aniwae gtg do my ao mathz n hist.. can die...

emotionz--> casual!
P.S. buddyz option got new stuff added k!
wahz todae is the earliest dae ive been home fer wkz manz!! hahaz den sch was juz celebration n concert.. think Isaac Lim performance was the bez manz! hahaz damn farnie.. den aft sch went with jas, angela, doggie, sister n philene to prata house n eat lunch.. damn full siaz... but damn nice.. hahaz.. reached home abt 1 plus k! so guai ritez!! den they all arz.. found new wae to bulli me.. n cum frm my stupid sister also!!! hahaz.. den yest reached home at 10.45 lidat n got hell of a scoldin manz.. cuz went to eat seoul.. kekez.. but damn nice though damn tired.. hahaz
haiz i kinda feel bad fer neglectin my classmatez but dunno y.. feel much more comfy with my bball palz.. even though they alwayz bulli me.. hahaz.. *shrugz* n i juz receive a funni email frm ~ n dunno what to repli him lorz.. (fer those who dunno who ~ is den too bad..) hahhaz.. but even if ur sae he likez me i also dunno what to do cuz he totally not aniwhere near my kind lorz.. n i cannot be bothered larz.. now got too many thingz to worry abt den to worry abt sum1 whom i dun haf feelingz fer.. i know i mean larz.. but.. haiz.. nvm larz... hahahz.. shall concentrate on bball n studiez.. 2 of the major stuffs in my life! hahahz :P
*sorry if i kinda expressionless nowadaez but realli tired.. damn short of slp lidat.. paisehz*

emotionz--> happy daez!!
hahaz todae like damn good dae fer me.. got 68 fer chinese!! so happy! hahahaz.. n the thing is i like neva study fer it summore.. kekez.. but think itz luck larz.. den todae bball shot like 200 underbasket plus twice 10 consecutivez.. kekez.. feel damn accomplished.. den got 1 senior.. think his name jonathan.. not sure tot me how to do lay up using left hand! yayz! like learn so many thing lidat.. ahhaz.. but todae throughout trainin they keep shouting "you hu zi ni ba ba, ben dan shi selina" so bad ritez!! all call me stupid gurl.. den keep gettin kachiba by them! haha think my repu realli gone liaoz.. they still sae wana go my class tell every1 abt all the thingz.. hahahz.. c i so poor thing.. i v stupid mehz.. juz abit wols onli marz.. hahahhahz...hmz.. but hope to learn more stuff fer bball n think therez more to go.. need to improve lotz.. pluz cannot neglect studiez liaoz.. sadz siaz..

emotionz--> extremeli tired
well todae quite fun larz.. hahaz.. earli in the morn went to my angela n "sis"(michael) class den go "slap" sis.. hahahhaz... but later in the dae kenna slap alot of timez by him! :P well den jas arz.. like gonna tell every1 in my class abt all my not so gd stuff liaoz!! hahahhaz reputation gone.... think my nick like "winnie the pig" all gonna cum out soon liaoz!! dead.. hahahhaz... well the onli sad thing abt todae is got back econz mcq.. actualli got 13/30.. can cry manz.. but den aft p.e go play bball den all cheered up.. den juz came back frm dance elementary class.. leg wanna die n my stupid left foot like half sprained.. so pathetic but still can play.. yayz tml got trainin.. kekez.. but got stupid ao level chi aural also..hope topic iz eazy.. den i got sis to help me do the chi bk review.. so mean ritez.. kekez.. but tonitez realli too tired to do hw.. hope he got do den tml i go change here n there to not make it so chim so more convincin ehz. ahhahhaz...

emotionz--> extremeli tired
heyz i dunno y but i kinda loz my slp.. like woke up at 6 this morn n juz cannot go slp.. damn tired.. den went to watch twins effect! hahaz.. EDISON damn CUTE!!! hahahhahaz.... but the stupid irritain gurl in front of us was damn irritatin.. make alot of stupid commentz like tokin to movie den summore damn loud.. almoz felt like dunkin the pop corn on her head! hahahhaz.. aniwae jud party was damn nice.. got delicious lunch n den went to play bball... think i kinda sprain my ankle abit but not much bother.. hope i still can go fer dance lesson n play bball tml.. hahhahaz.. i finalli feel more comfy with my wae of shootin free throwz.. but den like weird position.. think now hafta prac more.. kekez.. aniwae fer palz whoz in bluez mood todae.. cheer up k! dun dwell on stuff too much.. juz tc n enjoy urself! life is too short to spend it all on negative thotz k! :D

emotionz--> happy but kinda tired
heyz todae my 1st dae using this.. hahahaz so i kinda loz but will keep improvin my blog k..
todae went to chij fair.. stayed fer 45 mins but den catchin up with my ij frenz esp aileen(my bez fren) is damn fun!! haha den went to setosa fer cip but spent moz of the time slackin ard.. bez cip i eva did cuz moz of the time all slack ard 1! hahaha