wow.

i took a social media course and realise..... my blog has been stagnant for 1 year! ONE YEAR!!! haha

n i realise.. there are people visiting this site. thank you.. my fans. though i think its few of you.. maybe only 2, and some random stumblers. hahahhaha

as facebook gets more intrusive... i thought.. maybe.. i will use here to share. =)

Plus.. i found exciting things about blog after my course. so.. let me try and revamp it.

n its so funny reading the old posts. i've been through so many stages in life.. childish, emo, all the 'z' and short forms, bimbo, and erm.. attempted smartness. HAHAHAHA so funny. though embarrassing to readd back.. but nonetheless hilarious. yeah look back and laugh. or hide away in shame.

ten thousand time i thought of shifting out from this webpage address.. should i? should i not.. let me think about it.

meanwhile.. be patient as my brain works. HAHA

i know i've kinda abandoned this..

but work n stuff has been so busy, but GOOD. =)

a list to create before i have to think at the very last minute n give no answer.

a list.. to build.

1. watch (preferably chain type)

2. long necklace to go with work clothes

3. belts

4. Emily of Emerald Hills by Wildrice!

5. work clothes/pants

6. treat me to good desserts

7. good food too!

8. take me for french food!

9.

...maybe an Iphone for myself.. maybe.. or a htc...

ok add on when i can think of more. haha

merry christmas and happy boxing day and happy new year! =)

Its been a looong time..

since i blogged.

a few times i came here, wanting to write something, but never managed to pen anything in the end. i just stare at the empty space. i wonder.. whats the function of my blog? haha yes to let myself ventilate, to help friends catch up w my life.

den again.. the 2nd objective is lost, cuz now got fb. hahaha n i tend to use photos uploaded in fb to express whats been going on in my life.

4 years have passed. i'm about to grad. its time for another phase of uncertainty and readjustment. so many things have changed, so many things is going to change. are we able to accommodate and adjust to the changes together? some of us did, some of us not so well i guess.

Yes i'm pretty focused in my life goal, to be a competent social worker. i think in this 4 years, this hasn't change. there are many times, and there will be many more times, where i will doubt my capability.. i may struggle, n i may once again get lost in trying to adapt. pls forgive me if i became absent in many of ur lives.

i know i forsee it coming n i shld do something abt it, but i think i also recog that i want to put my best effort in doing what i want to do.

there are things i'm contemplating abt, there are temptations. i hope whatever path i choose, i will not regret, even if i struggle. i think i'm glad that i have a mentor, to know that someone will be there when i need help. cuz i think, the 4 yrs.. did not equip me enough for the field out there. maybe i will never be equipped enough cuz things are always changing. i know much less den the person themselves.

i need to remind myself to be more tactful, to be careful. to not be so forthright w pple, to be conscious. i've been blessed to work at places w much team spirit n minimal office politics.. i hope i continue to be this lucky. i hope my values are in line w the org. i hope i will be guided well. i hope i will maintain objectivity. i hope, i will do good more than harm for my clients.

when things go wrong, dun blame others cuz the fault my lie in me. dun compare cuz everyone n every experience is different.

just how much of these i can do? i don't know.

just try my best ba.

n thank you the understanding n supportive youuuus. =) wish me luck.

Good luck.